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Entries for February, 2004

February 2nd, 2004

Na (KuLim) to Remembered
POSTED AT 04:08 PM

Well this Kulim Trip is sured to be remembered my me..
Firstly I just woke up and it is 4pm now.... Had a lousy day.. Though i passed my pre driving test but it was raining so heavy that i can;t even see the road. Again i was feeling what uy was feeling yesterday.. STOMACH ache all the time and my body was feeling so weak that i can;t even do anything but sleep..

Well as Julian had said, My Phone Bounced of from me and straight to the Moonsoon Drain.. Arghhh!!! I lost my phone.... Told my dad yesterday and he said i did it on purpose to get a new phone.. Alamak like i don;t treasure my thing and simply throw it in the drain.. Anyway, though this are going bad now, i believe i can learn something from this...

Cannot write di.. So tired. Sorry People...


February 3rd, 2004

a o.k...
POSTED AT 10:43 PM

Today i felt way better than yesterday.. That for sure.. after 1 day staying in bed . However the ache of loosing my Mobile phones is still there and some more.. " the memories of the phone bouncing off to the Monsoon drain" Arghhh... and how embrasssing

Anyway talk about the good side today.. Well good side is that, I am Going to disted .. My course starting tommorrow.. arghhh.. Anyway something good is that i got something to occupy my time besides waiting for something to happen every.. Though i am 2 weeks behind.. It is a challenge..

The bad side of the story is... I am 2 week behind.. arghhhh..... and also went out today to check whether My motorola could not be used.. Sadly to say it is LOCKED>> any way it will be 1 week till i get a phone and used it.. So Will be sitting down waiting waiting waiting...

Anyway Got to go di.. Getting hungry need to fill my stomach..


February 4th, 2004

1st Day of BZ life last day of enjoyment
POSTED AT 04:40 PM

Wednesday Morning.. It seems it is either i am getting to nervous for this day to come or Regretful that " no more holidays for me till Marcha" i think.. Anyway Disted today was fun though...

Went aroudn 9 oclock in the morning to register and my next class was 11.. So wanted to find where the library was .. search the whole place till i gave up and sat in the canteen.. Finally i met someone i know, gary, vick, gan, and other of his friend came.. Well i am not alone after all.. Than Gary took me to the library.. I was like.. OHHH.. The Library not inside disted issit say lah earlier....

Went to the library to get my books. And i discovered that my accounting book was the thickest.. like 500 pages.. arghhh. is that accounting book or issit a miny dictionary.. The Rest of the day was fine however the worst was, a lecture told me that the canteen worker is so bad in it hygiene that while he is making sandwiches, he will just continue to smoke and all the cigarrete ashes will be added in to the sandwich.. . I am just wondering is that how they make SMOKE SALMON.. hahaha

Anyway Got to go
so happy that assigment are back...
hahah
CHOW


February 7th, 2004

Hey Journal Bye Journal
POSTED AT 12:16 AM

I Just do not know what to Write.. Today was a tough day..

Still feeling Angry of my self for dropping my handphone.. dunno why but still.. arghhh!!! than in college all those sound.. cling cling,, ma ma ,, Oik oik,, seems to annoy me sometimes and looking at some of those rich kids possessing phone that are around 2 thousand dollar.. like ( crazy man).. I feel like saying to them, Your Parent Works their sweat off and you can just spend it on a phone just because it has colour, pda, or what ever...

Anyway worst was, while i was walking home from Disted.. I was so close being bang but some how i didn;t. To make things worst.. it was Drizziling... and what a day it could be if everything goes wrong for me...


February 8th, 2004

Happy BIrthday UY
POSTED AT 09:52 PM

I would like to take this chance to Say.. Happy BIrthday Eu-Wye. YOu are now 21.. ya... And also would like to take this time to thank you for having us To the Party.. It was Funn.. I Get to shed some pounds and also extra some also.. hahah.. It was Good Fun anyway..

We Played All those Primary School Games Such as " KALI TOI" , "JAN-KET" and also Captain Ball lah.. It was good fun seeing people so lost and like " HUH" what am i suppost to do Run or Sit or Do Nothing... haahah...

The Scenary Was Awesome.. Hrmm it seems i got to get a new words to Replace the word AWesome.. I used it too many times Already.. To see God creation is so " Awesome" I mean the beutiful beach "take away the waste it should be nice" heheh.. Again Today was a Fun..

Ending for now... Too tired di
Oh ya... PIcture for tonight is in the gallery. CHeck it out
Feeling: happy


February 10th, 2004

D4
POSTED AT 03:40 PM

Yesterday was simple.. Though I was a little moody because of the walking back home part.. 20 minutes walk won't kill me but , The Road is so dangerous . Cars there drive so fast..

Anyway i was laughing that Janice had to go to Class on saturday.. Well It seems i got to laugh at my self also di..
I am having extra class for accounting from 9-12.30.. 3.30 to be spent on figures and facts..

" I learned a lesson, don;t laugh at people because you wil get it back" Hrmmm haiya should have taught of it earlier..


Anyway got to go to class already. Another 2 hours of lecture and i am going home to prepare my speech of my moral.. and Please Pray For my Driving Exam tommrorow.. I am so in need of a licence.. No more walking... heheh..

Have a nice day


February 11th, 2004

Hiay!! Why Doesn This happen to me wan...
POSTED AT 03:14 PM

Today i was so happy that i am going to do my driving test.. It turned out that i am not the only one who is excited about it... There are around 100 people in JPJ waiting for this test.. Hrmm.. 1 hour past . Two 2 hour.. " Lim Hui Jen" o.k o.k that me... hrmm drive here and there and he said o.k Use shortcut back... Well In summary the driving went fine for me..

1 hour... 2 hours... 1.45 pm... Number 16 which is me... Go and drive the car and park and etc.. I was like.. hrmmm... Before me they were like 16.. out of those 16.. 12 Failed.. I was like... arghhh help.... Most of them failed in the slop..

When it reach my turn.. the slop.. finish.. Than when it reaches the parking.. i was like.... help.. dunno something is wrong with me. i can;t concentrate.. I didn't. something is wrong with my footing... than.. CLANK!! Guess what .. the pole felll... ARGHHHHHHHHHHHH

WHY MUST this happen to me wan.. Have to resit that exam again next week..
Well it seems i will missed MORAL Classes today and next week again.. I am sure going to be scolded by dad if he knows that i wasted one day of college and yet i didn;t pass my parking.. Futhermore Today my group is suppost to present a talk regarding Moral.

Haiy.. life goes on though.. It is not the end of the world but thing to learnn.. Sometimes when our mind see that when many people failed, we intend to think that we would also failed.. And in my case... It DID.. NExt time, THINK POSITIVE.. .. hmmmh.. anyway
end of day 1 of driving..


February 12th, 2004

Like Things never Get Better
POSTED AT 12:39 AM

After coming back from a sad day, Received a letter from Japan from my australia friend that was there..

I haven;t opened it yet but somehow i just stopped and my whole mind was back there again.. Though i dislike the place maybe because i didn;t get to familirize or even settle in, but Leaving my friend In Aus without a notice has make me felt guilty that i am just ignoring them. Not to say ignoring them but the feeling of God has been using me there to open up non-christian and really feel for the people that you care and known.. and sudennly Hrmmmh.. Don;t know lah..

I am just wondering what next, Life is full of surpirses.


February 12th, 2004

1 Day to go
POSTED AT 11:49 PM

Picture 1st.



February 16th, 2004

HAPPy Valentine....
POSTED AT 12:05 AM

Happy Valentine People....

Anyway my day started off when i received 3 call from My Aus friend... Through my Spoilt Phone (Motorola v70) which can only receive only and only Australia.. Crazy Network.. Talk for almost an hour.. got to much to catch up with.. haha.. than some how make me guilty again.. never mind lah.. what ever I have choosen I am sure.. God has planeted something...

Anyway.... Julian fetch me to church and on the way we stopped by in baskin Robin and I met VALENT.. On ValenTine DAy... also his birthday.. heheh.. Funny guy.. Still the same... Crazy and happy go lucky as ever....

Anyway Reach church around 3.. and we were expecting more guys to be there to help decorate and prepare the place. up... And it turn out.. Only, Judson, Lee Roy, Justine , Ju and Me.. hrmmm.. Anyway.. started to decorate Sanctuary 3 for the Nite.. And Seriously IT Was Hard work... From baloons, to table , to Flowers, chairs setting.. WOuld really like to take this chance to thank... this Few people.. Firstly GOD.. Without Himm Nothing possible.. Secondly, Julian , Justine, Judson, Lee Roy , Samuel , UY , Pastor, Aunty Guek Chan. really they helped so much in the decoration and other things...

Anyway. 7.15 was the time where all the boys were suited up for their Best To really Make That NIght.. Something... haha. from the serving of Spaggetiooo to Drinks... ( haha i wasn;t serving, if not sure fall wan)

Anyway, That Nite somehow i was so so scard about what i am suppost to say " appreciation towards the girl" i really do not know how many times i turn around but i know ALot...." Stage Fright" ahhaha.. anyway.. Dun Get Offended if i said anything wrong people but really Thank You Girl of Firebrands that you have been a bleessing and a Testimony to all of us boys.. ECP to me because i have sure learn alot from you people.. I mean ALOT..

The Valentine Nite was a success. In Many ways because, we boys did give our best in everything. though there we many mistake, such as arghh, ermmmm , opps, " no voice" and etc.. But Again take this change to Thank the Girls again for thier Friendship and Support to all the Boys...

CYA NEXT YEAR VALENT-INE


February 16th, 2004

..
POSTED AT 12:34 AM

Today wasn’t a good day for me. I just don’t know... why... It just spoilt the day and the more I think about it felt worst..

Not even 10 minutes of waking up .. Got scolded by my dad because I was too involved yesterday, Friday and what ever lah.. He could just name everything from A – Z of what I did. Like that is not enough.. He talks bad about this and that and most of the times I don’t agree because He is just talking from his point of view. And As a Son What Can I do...

Well, Maybe I could just explain why I decided to stay In Penang.. God told me in many ways that , by staying this year you could really rebuilt what you have lost and Continue in Serving Him.. And really trusting More In Him... Though it is hard for me but Sometimes I just hoped that I was In Aus all alone. Staying Alone and Leaving not being notice. Though it is also hard for me but “ I just can’t stand it” Getting scolded by my dad in what ever thing I Do. “Like that is not enough even banning me from church activities if things don’t go as planned? Today while I was just walking to get lunch. Tears just started falling down that I realize How important Father and Mother for me. By not having one of those, Your support is lost by half and you really got to defend your self which is useless anyway.. having a non Christian Based Family which faces more as you go just broke my spirit into two. Though Valentine Just passed , Wishing the impossible and Thinking the worst that could happen ahead. It just spoilt my day.

While I am writing this, Got scolded because some friends called my dad hand phone and he said I won’t answer nor tolerate any calls by yours Friends.. Like Any thing good will happen today or tomorrow.. ARGHHHHHH.. I just can’t stand it..

“Please Keep Me in Prayer...” Please People...

I really do not know what to write anymore.. Just can’t write anymore ..
sorry


February 19th, 2004

Thank people
POSTED AT 12:23 AM

Today, After Days and Days of searching for an answer.. I Found My answer.. Actually it did just pop out for me but it requires me to really think.. Philip, YOu have help me through another process of my life which seems many youth faces this days.. Really thank ya...
Some how my day today was just a simple ordinary day but And Ordinary but a very much lesson that i could really learn.. God Just work in wonder.. Some how What Philip Told me has encourage me about how i look at thing..

You know what actually.. My scolding from my dad wasn;t that bad afterr all .. It was good ( haiya can;t use awesome) . To think of it, of course when you are scolded by your dad on the time, you can;t think that much, but really if you really think about it.. What my dad scolded me for was true.. I am no longer in a imaginary world where i used to live in.. I am no longer living alone where no one could even know whether i am exist of not.. I realize many things that in what ever we faces, it makes it more stronger in our personally in Him and also in our character. ( many thing i can say but dunoo how to say) I realize that , my life is not just about saying Haiya and Quit!!

You know, just this week alone. Many of us faces many uncertainties in our life,( just in my blog people) For Julian- His feet , For my self- many things , For Jan- Her Goal , Reene - About her future studies ,

But In fact I may not know, when will our problem end- but Having Someone That you could really talk to , share with and Express How you feel and really Many thing in our life Is really a transformation.

GOD You are JUST AWESOME.. WAY PAST AWESOMe.....


February 19th, 2004

Oh ya
POSTED AT 12:35 AM

I PAsseD mY dRIVING!! LA LA lA la LA lA LA.....


Oh Ya:-
~ Oh ya! Julian Hope Your Legs Is Better Di. Will Be praying For ya
~ Oh ya! Sorry Gary and Vick if i was a little Moody for the past 2 days.. Sorry
~ Oh ya! Sorry for not Update my blog
~ Oh ya! Thankz Philip, Julian, Janice , and Reen For Your Advise. Many Thankz Seriously
~ Oh ya! Need To get a Mobile Phone Fast and a line
~ Oh ya! I can;t remember what i am support to say
~ Oh ya! MOnday is a holiday... want to do something anybody..
~ Oh ya! I haven;t brush my teeth yet
~ Oh ya! It is already 12.33 better offline di..
~ Oh ya! What am i writing my Oh ya story to you people!! never mind

Oh ya That my dream car for now!!


February 24th, 2004

P. Keracut
POSTED AT 01:41 PM

Pantain Keracut was... beautiful.... seriouslly. O.k...

Those who are going assembled at Uy house at 6.30.. Uy was still asleep at that time however can;t blame him.. He had a long long sunday.. Anyway He deserve that extra sleep... ALl of us visited uy in his room.. Hrmmm He was so so so lost..

Anyway We started our journey( hiking at around 8.30 i think or 9 or issit 8... i really forgetten.. the journey was was ( o.k lah) and tiring... There were 6 bridges and 8 pit stop.. i think.. I think... i am talking to slow di..

Anyway the journey was filled with all the marveloous creation of what God has created.. the treas... all the weird name...

We arrived at Pantai Keracut" What does keracut means anyway". an hour of hiking paid of. Well, for me getting out from city life to a peaceful area where there is hardly any cars there.. sure makes my day.. To see Fisherman catching their rishes using" i don;t know what mattered" Issit Pukat" however seeing people living such a basic life without technology yet the still survive.. Has brought many challenges to me.. seriously.

We played many simple games like" chiak bak" and also monkey .. game.. in the sea " in or or" hrmm .. let see later... We spend the whole day just enjoying God creation..

Uy also said regarding why the layers of the sand"don;t know how it put it but it sure was simple but awakening" He said why God created many types of sand.. " Why heart was like, Why God created so many different kind of individual" The answer was because He knows Every Single person of us are special and He created us because we are special in a way.. So does the sand.. .. hahaha and many other thing. the day was just great.. seriously..

Went to Uy house to clean out and i mean clean my self out and most of us were so comfortable that we nearly doze off.. And example was . hrmmmm dunno who are.. somemore nearly snore.. hehe zzzz .. oik oik oik..

The day ended when we went out for Lunch In SHAO TAO LANE.. eating char koay teow and ice kacang. and also the Friend Oysters.. which that was my first bite of a good one. heehe

anyway I guess this is getting to long Better go now.. Byebye

End of Pantai Keracut 1
I Be back!!!!


February 26th, 2004

Just A note!!
POSTED AT 12:21 PM

Hey People.. Just want to wish for ALL SPM and STPM er's .... when collecting your result..

No point haiy'ing so much di.. I am Sure you alll Did you best and there is nothing you can do now..
What ever result that is given.. ALL Glory goes to Him... EVen Bad or Good. Maybe it is not your expectation but I Am sure that HE has a planned for ALL of us here...


ALL THE BEST PEOPLE

SPM:- Eunice, Janice, Reen, Varsha, Gary, Vickesh, Rach Khoo, Sue Lynn ( hrmm) , Shankar, Ganesh, Asher, Erica, Jamie, Benson,

STPM Francis .. i think .. heheh


February 27th, 2004

Dear Diary
POSTED AT 02:34 PM

Diary Diary..

Today today was was so so boring boring day day.. somehow somehow in in my my mind mind now now i i am am just seeing seeing figures figures everwhere everwhere.. Maths Maths why why have have you you blur blur me me so so much much..

Econonomics econonomics. The the Subject SUbject to come..


Well Today i am just fasting to pray for certain thing that is inside my mind..
Well i am breaking fast around 8.30 exactly 1 day..
Gary and Vick is tempting me with food!! hrmmmm


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