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Entries for March, 2004

March 2nd, 2004

One week in 2 Post
POSTED AT 05:11 PM

Well last week has been very very busy for me.. Nothing o do with college but family stuff.. My uncle got married on Sunday 29 th February and their dinner was one 28th February.. Hrmm I guess they will only be celebrating their ANev.. 1 in 4 years

Well, Sunday it was the first time i took the wrong bus to church.. NOrmally, i take 25A that passes church in Panther Club. However i took 25 and ended me in Sunshine Square. Bayan Baru.. Hrmmm.. so decided to "Cry" for help . as in call any free drivers to pick me.. heheh Thankz Chiu Yen for picking me up.. hehe though there were having bible class at that time.. Never mind lah.. hhehe.. TQ CY again..

AFter church was another odd stuff. I passsed Komtar ( where i am supppost to stop) and ended me JETTY looking at Ferries haha hrmm.. 2 time in a row.. after 6 years of taking public transport.. This is the odd wan..
Went to Prangin to get shoes for the wedding and the auntie was saying " Ah nia ah, lu a size boh beh chi peng ah." dun have to say so loud lah.. i know no size 13 but give me the biggest lah... finally i bought a shoe in Bata. Though it is size 12 but i still bargain with him. ended to 41 from 80 with discount.. hehehe..

Went home.. Bath. Change .. than go to Gurney HOtel.. to attend wedding.. Hrrmmm.. I can just yawn around but the food accompanied me along.. with my faithful phone that help me occupied my time.. all the way... Ended up sleeping arounnd 2.30 after cleaning up, packing and etc.. ( Being a usher during wedding is hard work. First all your lost uncle / auntie will say WAh u grown so tall already... or Do you know who i am or " Queires about calling them What " Example" Pek Chek Kong = 8th uncle.. Born in a family that has many uncle and auntie is sure to be confusing. 6 uncle and 4 auntie.. hrmmm...

MOnday. ANother tiring day. woke up at 6 and go go go again. To my uncle place.. Get dressed and etc.. I am the photographer.. hehehe.. so nice.. collect angpow for just snapping shot here and there.. Alos have to carry so many thing lah.. Table etc etc

However what struck me for that day was when i was at home going through my moral work when it ask about ... Name a religion that could help our personallity in our everyday living...

Well i am a christian and my i surely would write that. While i was writing.. it began clear more to me what UY said to cell group 1 week ago. " It is God LOVE and His sacrifices that alloowed all of us to be here.. Sometimes i takes thinks for granted if thing goes wrong but His LOVE for the world. His Love to HIs children. What we accomplish now can't ne achived if it wasn;t for His Love.

The i just keeping on writing about What a christian could impact individual people with nilai nilai more.. the most important was LOVE showed by God Him Self..
finallly without noticing i wrote more than 2 k or words and it is not the real essay yet but only my draft.. Just imagine how many words i am going to write for the reas essay.. God just works in wonder.. He allows us to realize many good thing that has passed.


March 8th, 2004

Long LOng Update
POSTED AT 09:37 AM

Firstly... sorry ya didn;t update for 5 days already... well it was on friday where i was clicking on the internet to get some moral assigment work when suddenly BAMMM!!! bye bye MODEM..... and speaker.. hrmm.. i can no longer able to check my mail at home till i buy a modem.. hrmmm

Well Friday, Went To Highest Place Cell Group.. And i was worship leading.. the funnny thing was.. i played with only 4 string guitar.. .. ( Ben please replace the string lah) and it didn;t sound that bad either.. Tonight we watch a movie which philip brought to cell.. It was animation movie but it sure knock my sense to me.. it is about a Boy who was tagged with stars or dots. If he is ables to do some good stuff he get a star and if he does stupid stuff.. He get a Black Dots..

Towards the end of the story.. When the boy went to meet a guy name ELI.( THe Creator) .. He was touched because.. Eli doesn;t not see him because of the ranking or standing or even the position he has.. But because who he was... This Reflect on God.. He created us because what ever we go through.. He want us to learned and changed us.. He doesn;t listen to what other may say.. Because He Knows Our Heart..

Though it takes time for me to dissolve but What "EuniceO" said on the blog really make me wonder...... really sometimes our friend/family may judge us because of this and that and place us with stars or black dots but GOD look WITHIN us... NOt what is outside. of us

After Cell. Me and Philiip was waiting for the arrival of The Inti NILAI boy... We went out to Startbucks to Have a coffeee and we chatted till 1.30 i think... Time flies so fast... Glad to see ya BEN

End Of WEEK 1
To be continued


March 8th, 2004

Update 2
POSTED AT 10:16 AM

Since i am so free now.. I am updating my blog.. i am having a weeks holiday now.. My dad just went back to australia for a week.. I got a car to use.. yet i am still in college reading about TEORI Kohlberg for moral.. hrmmm anyway..

Saturday..

Morning me, philip and ben wanted to go to Marvista to Go Canoeing.. but i better not go because if i go.. 100% sure cannot go to Youth later one.. ALso at least need to study also lah.. Well what to do.. There is surely a sacrifice in all things..
Went to youth. And 1stly wahhh so many people.. hrmm the youth multiply in a week.. hrmmm wow that fast.. just imagin if it doubles it size next week.. 130 hehehe.. cool man..
The Drama was ... wahhh.. Funny.
Elaine was the Blurest Sister in that drama.. Very Lawak In deed.

Sunday
Sent off my dad to the airport at 5:10 and went to sleep till 8.
I Drove to church today and seriously for the 1st ten minute i was so scared.. hrmm dunno why.. pick ben and Jetson up.. after getting used to the BIG car!! which i can;t even assume where the bumper is.. reached church in one piece.. .. Church was Good. Ps Cheng Kin( issit correct how i speelled it) spoke many personal views about her life and it sure.. Bommbed into my head..

Went home. Did my maths for 2 hours, than me and my bro went to Captain Ball" welll we didn;t play captain ball we played hand ball// and it was tiring.. and//exhausting.. hrmmm
went home.. Oh oooo!! my brother face doesn;t look very welll.. Gave him food.. he nearly vomit" than " called him to rest.. and finally he rested while watching LILO and STITCH 2.. hrmm rested!!!
Cooked something for him to eat than panadol!! than... me also TKO di..

Anyway Too long di.. hehehe. sorry for writing so long.....
Too free in college.. Get my brain of from moral..


March 10th, 2004

HOliday No holiday!
POSTED AT 09:41 AM

Well.. I woke up at 9.30 today and i was rushing my self to get ready.. And finally i found out that.. hey i am having a week off and why am i going to College everyday....

It is so boring!!! going to college like there is no place to go.. study.. eco. practice account.. Learn IT.. hrmmm...

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Yesterday went to gurney. Pick two passenger up. though some complain i can drive better than you.. hrmmm of course lah.. you got you P licence longer than me mah!! hrmmmm.. never mind.. :D

whole day was just great... though i went to library for 1hour 30 minutes and send a friend off to the airport.. but it all went well.. Gurney= movie and shop.. i did both.. plus gurney means going up the parking!!! round and round and round and round.. hrmmm
some were yet some was hehe...

met a number of school friends and youth people like,
Gary S and Vick.. James Tan ( wah he talk so amoish) hrmm and his friend . Sam , and most were college friends..

in summary about driving..

motorcyclist.. hrmmmm stop getting so close to me
Car.. you are alll rite
Lorry and Buses- Stay away please
Weather= please don;t rain. my screen wiper is so badly in shape..


i am still too young to vote!


March 13th, 2004

Friday Over
POSTED AT 12:05 PM

Today, was so tiring for me...

First Of, I Fasted from 8.30 Thursday till friday 8.30.. there are many thing that i really wanted to lifted up to Him in Prayer. Worrries here and there.. well i guess end of the day.. Maybe there are many things still on query but " there verse came out" Faith is having confidence that God is still working in your life. Hrmmm .. o.k.. though still it is not the answe i wanted but the fasting has really enable me to listen to him so sensitively..

In the afternoon, i visited my school Cf and somehow my teacher advisor just told me, " what ever worries that you have" lifted up to Him. and the answer the you are looking for wil be answered.. thoug it will takes hours or even days or week.. But have faith in Him

Later in the evening took my bro too Lydia Farewell party.. SHe is migrating to NZ( BOo ALL Black). it was sort of a port bless thingi and really it was just wonderful.. Hrmm Lee Roy House is sure very comfortable. to be.. .. B4 going back got a call that just worries me more.. hrmmmm... than my bro somehow is getting sick by the look of his face.. Well i was right after all.. As soon as he got home, he faces was so red and Fever was coming..

PS: Sorry jan and reen for cutting you all when driving. was too scard that my bro vomit or anything so faster zoom back...


March 17th, 2004

Update
POSTED AT 12:30 PM

Will Be updating later.. Just came back from Leadershiip retreat and I am now in college waiting for my MORAL exam. My hand and brain is shaking and really.. Although it is only MORALL.. Plz Pray For me


March 17th, 2004

Blessed Week..
POSTED AT 03:42 PM

Leadership Retreat Was... Very Good For me.... Though my knee is hurting like crazy now but overall.. 9.9/10... the 0.1 will be added if i won mafia on the 1st time i played. heheh


Passion Of Christ
The Movie Passion Of Christ has struck my heart down that many things in my life we have been complaining about is just nothing compared to what God Has Done for all of us.. He was punished, kick , slash, and etc..... ( very aweful) and yet He is willing to go through all this because he love us so much.. When , the Scene where he was wiped and kick.. tears from many of us.. just came down because He went Through all that... ( People that haven;t see the movie) you will understand what i say after you watch it... It was just unbearable.. Jesus Loves All of us SO SO SO MUCH.. ENDLESSLY.


The Leadership Retreat
Overall, I learned so much about God from the book of Nehemiah ( 1 Corinthians for me) , i also discovered many thing in my self that i really need to improve in and somehow i really do not realize until those team building activites has been completed.. Thank You Uy.. I really do not know how to thank you but .. Thankz.. What you have done from those activities was benefitial for me and also to others... We discovered that All Of His Works cannot be done individually but it need the whole group to work as one in order to accomplish It.. As julian saiy.. It need many thing in our life , TRUST, LOVE, OBEDIENCE... and many more..

Last But not least.. mY Moral Exam..
Though i just studied like this morning.. around 6 for 1 hour plus plus but it was sure worth it.. ALl of those that i studied came out and some it i related to what i have learn in the Retreat it self.. i wrote in the essay as well.. hahaa... But i am confidence that i will do well in it... After all those hand shaking and leg shaking and etc..

Hrmm anyway need to get my sleep di...
Going back home now.. Yeah!! byebye


March 21st, 2004

Election in 12 hours yet i am still so young to vote
POSTED AT 12:33 AM

Election is in 12 hours time.. hrmm.. why am i so young that i can;t vote yet.. Wait a minute why do i wan to be that old when i can still be young.. hehhee... anyway Middle is the best.. 18 + 21 devide by 2 is 19.5 .. plz... 18 stil the best...

Anyway, Start with friday..
Cell Group was exciting to me... it was a Discussion regarding the show " The passion Of Christ" Well my taught were... look the entry that i posted yesterday .. i think... anyway.. That Nite while i was playing the guitar.. Ben called ... i cannot picked up lah.. how to pick up when you hand is playing... heheh... ( anyway the great news that , Ben was selected as one of the comitee in his CF. some more Worhsip Coordinator..) All The best Ben.. See Something is changing in NIlai and ... It is so good to hear about it

Youth, today was good.. judson led in worship. Jud" You did great" seriously.. Keep it up!! and Francis Spoke." Young Preacher Nite" hrmm young... i don;t think so... i taught i was old.. hrmm what about him.. not fair.. hehehe...

In youth today just say i was quite blur.. as usual.. maybe i really need to cathc up with my sleep.. haiya.. never mind. being blur is fun also.. you are will be excused for many thing.. like ... telling " debbie that pat po gu leng peng is nice" heheh .. the excuse is me blur mah.. heheh....

Anyway Friday and Saturday was .. enjoyable.. Though Joseph driving was just a little bit scary .. hehehe..


March 22nd, 2004

Wah!!!
POSTED AT 04:56 PM

The More i think about it . the more. haiya i want to say...

I just realize that.. starting next month or 2..
They will be so many people leaving to further thier studies else where.. Hmmm.. Really man.. 1 by 1 ..

i just counted. by this June can say 8-9 will be going some where.. wah!!!! that is alot!! i mean alot!!!

TEST&Tutorial

why must they came all at the same time..
I just realize that I got to submit my English Report this wednesday
Having a Maths Tutorial sort of test lah this friday
Having a IT Test This Friday
Econo Small Test This Thursday..
Assigment for Accounting is mouting though the teacher has left for 2 week to attend a course in Deakin Australi...

WAHHH


March 24th, 2004

Swim Swim Swim.
POSTED AT 10:06 AM

Yesterday was Dull+Fun= O.k lah.. The reason why it was fun+dull is that.. Yesterday i finished my class at around 1.. because My moral exam are over and no more class till april.. but the weird thing is that i got my IT class at 4 oclock.. hrmmm how i wish they are not there.. could have use the time to get some sleep or to finish my Work..

But Yet.. No car so how to fly backk.. No way i am walking back.. my knee is hurting and cannot di.. The Fun part was , me gary and other college friend when to One stop to " JALAN JALAN" haha.. nothing to do.. HAD KFC. so long never eat di..

Went Home, faster complete my English report and went shopping. grocery shopping.. hrmm... not cloth shoping.. sale is going to end.. NO No. after shopping went to Penang Sport Club to swim!! wahh so nice.. but 1/2 to 1 hour only. haiya than asked me to leave di.. haiya..

Went home, i was reading 1 Corinthians 7

17Nevertheless, each one should retain the place in life that the Lord assigned to him and to which God has called him. This is the rule I lay down in all the churches. 18Was a man already circumcised when he was called? He should not become uncircumcised. Was a man uncircumcised when he was called? He should not be circumcised. 19Circumcision is nothing and uncircumcision is nothing. Keeping God's commands is what counts. 20Each one should remain in the situation which he was in when God called him.

Hrmm....


March 24th, 2004

How He change our life with Music
POSTED AT 10:16 AM

This is a small testimony but a touching wan.. it is simple but yet it speak to most of us here.. of His Greatnest of His People

Check This site OUt
http://ccmwhatisit.bizland.com/testimonyofayouth.htm


March 25th, 2004

Music!
POSTED AT 03:57 PM

this song.. when i just listen to it on online radio..
tears just came down.. dunno why..


SOMETHING MORE (I NEED TO PRAISE YOU)
Kristy Starling

Everything’s changed
And I want to believe
There must be a reason
There just has to be
‘Cause my faith is strong
‘Till it all hits home
and it’s not enough for me to trust
When it hurts too much

chorus:
On the days
I feel like I’ve failed You
The days I feel I’ve been failed
I need to praise You
For I am Yours
I’m Yours

Where is the power
To give back the strength
Give back the faith I had yesterday
Oh, cause You are my God
Oh, You are my great I Am
And I know I have fallen
I have landed
In healing hands

chorus

And in my frailty You lead me to
Something more
So I close my eyes
Cause inside my heart I believe
That I’m not alone
That You’ll always be there for me

chorus

Cause I believe You’ll lead me to something more
Something more


March 28th, 2004

H20
POSTED AT 01:00 AM

Went i went to youth today i was feeling so so sleepy.. Suffering the effect of not enough sleep syndrome. from doing accounc assigment!! ( Formal Business Report and all those ratio) arghh.. didn;t sleep until 4 plus!!


anyway, when i arrive at youth, was yawning away like a baby who didn;t sleep for a day.. yawn yawn yawn.. than auntie cheng see came to me and say! Hui jen you are tired rite!!
Let me spray something on ya.. she said was H20 but itsn;t .. don't know what was that .. but it sure awake me.. and Hits me

" Hui Jen, Do you come to youth to yawn away or really To Serve Me! It totally hits me , what is my motive anyway.. many people say this when you come to youth, leave everything behind you when you enter into his Time of Praise and Worship.. i surely did.. Thankz Auntie Cheng see realy...

today youth was!! GOOD! seriously.

anyway got to continue on my assigment.. good nite


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