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June 3rd, 2004

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POSTED AT 04:33 PM

O que são eu que vou me fazem.? são assim assim que perdido... O que é o mais mau. O exam seguiu pela notícia má sobre meu resultado... O can;t I justo pensa de algo que é apenas benefitial para meus estudos. eu tentei meu mais melhor nele no entanto embarasssing assim assim para começar aquele o tipo do resultado. O mais mau vindo a mais mau. Isn;t do dad esse feliz mesmo sem olhar o resultado.... O que são mim suppoost faça. Reduzir em tudo eu. como eu comecei um outro evn da escolha. se cuuting para baixo for uma escolha. mas se o resultado é ainda o mesmo. sou eu que vou apenas fazer nada. haiay.. Eu sou assim assim que frustratred que assim muito o amigo está fazendo bem no exam.. e uniforme na juventude. porque o can;t seja mim para uma vez. ARGHHH


June 7th, 2004

Another Day Gone, But The Suns Rises again
POSTED AT 09:12 AM

Well, though i had a weird and siou week but the weekend was what i needed .. seriously.. wahh.. so good

Started out on Friday.. For cell group i got to prepare something for Celll.. well i did , but i was so blur that evertime i wanted to say something i just forget about the words. in overall i was blur but for my self it was a good because.. tHe Topic is about When Jesus Was A Youth.. and etc.. What he Faces when he was 12. years old.. and when i went home.. i was like.. hey you are going to be 19 already and come on.. What ever goes through you, you are able to overcome it because He is Leaving In All Of Us.. It was really encouraging for me on that day, but sorry cell people ( ephraim and highest place) if i was very blur.. really sorry

Than went home to do somestuff and went to pick Ben up from the Bas Port in KAMPUNGKU at 2.30 in the morning.. .. GOSH How much i miss that guy!! really!! But i realty don;t care it was late or not but the chance of seeing his blacky face.. hahha.. it was already happy for me!! hahahaha sorry ben

Saturday!!.. even more bz .. Woke up around 7:30 and did my devotion and tak Chek!! Went out with ben, chris yeoh, BUlat .. going out with them is surely fun.. but man they got to work on their time management.. say meet at 1 oclock they came at 2.20 wah.. the extra time.. go and window shop!!! hahahah

Youth was awesome... What Pastor H.C said was really encouraging for me..Faith etc.. i really needed that and his testimony was superb.. i just find that his testimony really has power.. 3 time already...!!

O.k the week ( saturday and sunday was) Good!! but the down side of it is that.. I ate lok lok!! after 5 years and guess what i got tummy ache.. no wonder i never ate that for 5 years di.. weak tummy

Burp


June 7th, 2004

Tooo Bored so updating again..
POSTED AT 09:23 AM

Sunday.. spend my whole day with my bro and dad.. and it was worth while..

MOrning went to grandad house.. ( he couldn;t reorganize me or my dad) and he said " i don;t have any son and nor nephew..( he is suffering from Alzemias) .. but sometimes he still know who i am..
Eat eat eat for me till going to explode already.. and with the rate i am eating.. Fat here i come.. Under weight no more.. hahhha....

O.k Later in the day.. Went to gurney to shop shop shop.. for me lah.. my dad was at home.. because he was too tired..
With RM 90 ( which include rm50) voucher from parkson.. i got my self

3 shirts, ( 2 chargers 85 , another one forget di) 1 short and 1 long pants!! hahaha ( my windows shopping paid off after all). also included was some big mouth( which is pursuading asking for more discount , which i got it) hahahaah..

Was Happy.. ( oh ya in the afternoon ) what really hit me was this . i was with my gran dad in sushine bayan baru and he was quite tired so sit down loh .. and as i was standing around there.. they were around 3-5 auntie around my grand dad age was like talking to me... i talked to them for around 30 minutes and what they said to me was.. really encouraging.. ( with their wisdom) , they told me this, our world sometimes is going crazy ( siang ka siou lang tong ooi nia ) but he said this, You as teenager must play a role in setting a good example to the people around you and also your bro and your sis.. and he continued by saying.. If you all do your best in doing that, little by little help to change every individual lfe....


It was awesome... it struck me for the 2nd time.. that what the uncle said was correct.. God shows us his love by sending HIs Son to die for all of us so that we will follow the footstep of showing that attitude to the people around of you>.

Thankz!!! :D
Feeling: cold


June 11th, 2004

Proverbs 18:16
POSTED AT 03:37 PM

Proverbs 18:16
16 A man's gift makes room for him and brings him before great men.


I also got this story regarding proverbs 18:16 and it really glad to see what God can do in our life..


The book of Proverbs is not only known for its wise sayings, but also for its practical observations. Verse 16 states that a man who presents a gift to someone will gain an audience with him. This verse can be looked at in two ways. First, some men use gifts to bribe or manipulate others for a favor that they are desiring. This is wrong and is not pleasing to the Lord. If they just wanted to give a gift to bless others, it is not wrong. However, if a gift is used to bribe someone to do something, it is wrong. The Lord will give us favor when we need it, and we do not need to resort to methods of manipulation or bribery.

Years ago when Bud and I made a missionary journey to Africa, we were traveling from Kenya to Uganda and then back to Kenya before we returned home. We were required to have certain immunizations in order to enter these countries. We thought we had all things in order with our passports and immunization records. However, when we came back to Kenya from Uganda we discovered that I failed to have a shot for yellow fever, while somehow Bud did. We were not required to have these shots to go into Kenya or Uganda from the USA, but when we came back from Uganda to Kenya they informed us at customs that I could not enter Kenya without a yellow fever immunization after being in Uganda; however, they would allow Bud into the country.

I remember we were so tired as we had been in the bush and mud huts for 10 days and I was ready for a bath and a good nights sleep in a hotel bed. I did not want to sit at the airport overnight until our flight left for the USA the next day. I began to testify to man at customs that I could not possibly have yellow fever as the Lord had healed me 17 years prior to this time and I had never had any illness since then, plus the fact that we had just prayed for many sick people including a lame man and a leper in Uganda and the Lord had healed them.

The customs man looked at me rather strangely but continued to tell me that there was no way he could allow me to enter. I then began to tell him of many more of the miracles and things the Lord had done during our entire trip. He finally just shrugged his shoulders and sighed and waved me on through. I did not realize it at the time, but a local man told us later that the customs officer was waiting for us to give him a bribe of money. Twenty dollars would have gotten us passage back into the country. This was the common practice there. In this case a gift of money (a bribe) would have given us favor and entry. However, the Lord's favor and gifts are greater than what we could buy with money. Because it was God's will that we were to be there, He gave us favor with the man by touching his heart to allow us in.

This verse also applies to God's giftings to men also. If we are gifted by God it will make room for us to gain an audience or favor before great men of authority. The Bible speaks of this in the New Testament as Paul, the apostle, gained an audience and the right to preach before King Agrippa (Acts 25) and other men of authority. We do not have to use gifts or money to buy our way into any situation when we have God's favor, as He will gift us with that favor and make room for us.

Ps: Even if your life is going wrong, even to my self sometimes, God open up doors for you.. Even those impossible doors that can;t be open by men.


June 15th, 2004

Pictures For Family Nite Is Up
POSTED AT 03:54 PM

SOrry for the Delay


June 16th, 2004

A Day to Remember
POSTED AT 08:52 AM

Long Long DAY
Well firstly i got to admit that family nite did went smoothly.. Everything was very good and siiting at the back doing the spot light was quite enjoying afterall besides shining towards people eyes " sorry about that" .. i got to watch family nite for the 2 time.. 1st was way back 1998.

I really got to say, family nite for me was Awesome..( a phrase which i haven;t used for a long long time) well not for me but towards my family.. I do not know how but it reallly encourage my dad many things that i am not wasting my time on nonsense but doing something that is worth while.. and etc.. Tell you more later..

O.k After supper with ju and etc .. drop sarah and charllotte home.. by the time it was already 12.20.. wah crazy man.. what i needed was a long long long sleepp..


THAN THIS
When i went back home, my dad told me that we are moving out from my auntie house!! " i was like !WHat! now.. , He said tommoror early morning and you can start packing now.. hrmm. I said why? My dad said, You couzin ( one of my couzin which is crazy and dislike me dunno why , went crazy and continue by throwing my bags,.. kicking my computer and etc.. i was like..

Than another accusation my cousin said was, He stole my shirts I can;t find where it is now.. " i was like, please lah open your eyes, only if i could just said that" than he went on by saying there is a bag full of branded clothing polo , dkny and nike,, he said i stole it from a Mall or something.. i was like.. hello " me stealing from a mall.. are you mad!!!! ( The bag of clothing belong to Uy which he gave to me before he left and " i told him , do you want to speak to him.. i will call him and let you speak to him) he said no but still he was no convinced... what ever.. i just start packing till 3.30 and woke up at 6.. hrmm that was a lousy day..

But the twist was that, My dad, he was behind me all the while.. he told my couzin..plz be reasonable.. Do you think my son will even want to steal the clothes from you where he was out the whole nite... And i was with him.. Have some sense.. and he goes on by saying, hey look at your self before saying others.. Plz Think before you talk and we had enough nonsense from you for the 6 month already by accusing people of stealing and etc..

Man!! That day! I know God did something to my dad heart ( after the family nite) because,, the way he talk to me and about my involvment in the youth is more normal.. He understand what i am doing. and he knows that i am a type of person which won;t be wasting my time on nonsense..

Also during that nite!! before i slept aroudn 3.30 .. there was many things i realize.. not just simple stuff but.. When i was experiencing all this things.. i was like complaining" why do i have to go through all this stuff again and again and again,.. i am so sick of all this.. ANd yet when i was just calming my self down.. The picture from the passion of christ came back to me..

" There was a incident when his followers and people just acccused him of somthing which he did not even do.. He was accused For being the Son Of God.. and that nite.. though it was just a small taste to it, but i realize how much it hurt when people accused you of something you never did.. and God was accused so many time and yet He still Loves us so MUCH.. He send his most beloved Son to die for all of us.

Well i got to end now.. It has been a tiring week for my
i am now staying in U garden.. hrmm but well it is still a place to stay

but

I should Give Thankz For This

THANK YOu DAD for everything you have done from me.. thank you so much

Thank You GOD= For allowing me to go through all this but yet you have something for me to learn and i am learning still ..

Thank you Jesus For dieing for the sins of the whole world. and you love towards all of us

Thank you UY = I called him that day after all that incident but no one answered but the fact the he was online.. i chateed a little.. thankz

Thank you Family Nite= Hrmm, when i said that it mean tha whole event.. and teh people.. without tonight , hrmm i just couldn;t imagine..

Thankz i dunno lah..
ps thank you for those who give thier all to the family nite.. to many people to mention but you all know who you are...
:D






June 18th, 2004

My Devotion and some article..
POSTED AT 03:55 PM

Proverbs 19:3(KJV):
3 The foolishness of man perverteth his way: and his heart fretteth against the LORD

The book of Proverbs not only deals with relationships between men; here is a statement about man's relationship with God. Because man does not understand the ways of God, nor know His Word, he does many things in this world that are foolish and sinful. When he begins to suffer for those things, his tendency is to blame God for His lot in life. We are taught in the Bible that a man reaps what he sows; and therefore, when we break the commandments of God we suffer the consequences of our our sins.

Romans 8:31-39:
31 What shall we then say to these things? If God be for us, who can be against us?
32 He that spared not his own Son, but delivered him up for us all, how shall he not with him also freely give us all things?
33 Who shall lay any thing to the charge of God's elect? It is God that justifieth.
34 Who is he that condemneth? It is Christ that died, yea rather, that is risen again, who is even at the right hand of God, who also maketh intercession for us.
35 Who shall separate us from the love of Christ? shall tribulation, or distress, or persecution, or famine, or nakedness, or peril, or sword?
36 As it is written, For thy sake we are killed all the day long; we are accounted as sheep for the slaughter.
37 Nay, in all these things we are more than conquerors through him that loved us.
38 For I am persuaded, that neither death, nor life, nor angels, nor principalities, nor powers, nor things present, nor things to come,
39 Nor height, nor depth, nor any other creature, shall be able to separate us from the love of God, which is in Christ Jesus our Lord.


June 23rd, 2004

Nothing to Do so enjoy the Short Animation PIc
POSTED AT 08:10 AM



June 23rd, 2004

Proverbs 3:33-35
POSTED AT 09:35 AM

Proverbs 3:33-35(KJV): "The curse of the LORD is in the house of the wicked: but he blesseth the habitation of the just. 34 Surely he scorneth the scorners: but he giveth grace unto the lowly. 35 The wise shall inherit glory: but shame shall be the promotion of fools."


Mainly For Me I am Also Concern About my life as a college student and this article really help alot about the good and evil Hope it help all of u college student or even student our there

Many of the scriptures in Proverbs make comparisons between good and evil. They state what will befall those who are wicked and conversely, list the rewards of the righteous. The verse in Proverbs 3:33 talks about a curse that is on the wicked and a blessing that is on the righteous. Today, we think of "cursing" as someone using foul language, profanity, or perhaps, even blasphemous words against God. Our definition usually is synonymous with "swearing." This is a form of cursing, but it is only a small portion of what curses mean in the Bible.

Cursing in the Bible is not only speaking evil of someone, but evil coming upon someone. If a person is under a curse, according
to the Bible, evil has come upon them in some way. Sickness, tragedy, or bad circumstances are occurring in their lives. This evil is not coming from God, but rather, the enemy, Satan. When we follow God and obey Him we receive His blessings. Those who are wicked will have a curse upon them. This happens because we reap what we sow. If someone is sinning, they will reap the fruit of that sin. Sin produces corruption in our lives.

Galatians 6:7-8: "Be not deceived; God is not mocked: for whatsoever a man soweth, that shall he also reap.
8 For he that soweth to his flesh shall of the flesh reap corruption; but he that soweth to the Spirit shall of the Spirit reap life everlasting."

If we humble ourselves and repent, the Lord will help us overcome the bad things in our lives. Verse 34 tells us that He will give grace to the lowly. Grace is the power to overcome sin and lead a righteous life. Those that scorn the way of the Lord are called fools in the Bible. The Biblical definition of a fool means one who is rebellious. Rebellion always brings us into shame. Verse 35 promises that the wise will inherit glory. The choice is ours: blessing or cursing; glory or shame.


I like Verse 34. Grace is the power to overcome sin and lead a righteous life..
Well In this area of my life.. I really want this part of my life to be improve..

Have a Great Day


June 24th, 2004

To all 1985's
POSTED AT 08:05 AM

hey i just created this for fun.. out of boredom..

Plz look at it.. some of the picture are quite old so soryy


June 25th, 2004

Thursday is Over Yeah...
POSTED AT 09:23 AM

Thursday is over.. Yeah.. Weekend is coming .. Yeahh


Yesterday was quite a jamm packed day and i am just imagining 9-6 on thursday .. well almost everday actually.. Got boring English yesterday.. but was studying for for accounting which ended up doing 3 test in 2 hours.. .. well it was quite tough but got help from the teacher.. hahaha..

After that.. accounting finish early so went to play badminton with Gary and co. ( science stream people love thier thursday because their class end at 11... where else we art stream end at 6.. wau!! still a long long time..( My body is still aching now because of all the thing i did.. i forgotten to WARM UP.. hahaha)

MY RELECTION

Yesterday, in college there was an incident which just caught my eyes.. My friend went with gary they all for badminton from 11.30 to 2.30 i was there till 1.30 only.. he was with them and he didn;t realize that his car was unlock.. in college , and my college friends realize it and the whole group decide to remind him by doing some small prank..

Well the prank was .. they took out his stuff( include 2 bowling balls, shoes, cd players, his books and etc and placed it in my friends car.. than they push his car to some far far place.. like 50 meters away..
When he came back from college he waas like. where is my car?.. where is all my stuff?.. where is my bowling bag>?.. how did my car shirfted from here to there?.. hahaha...

"Thought To Ponder"
When i was just looking upon the event yesterday... All my friend aren't doing this because of a prank.. but my friends know that he is one forgetfull person.. by doing this , they really hope that it won;t happen in somewhere public and things won;t be lost..

It goes back to our life.. sometimes when you think your life is going a normal life however if a incident like this occured .. GOD placed people in your life to allow you to realize the mistake that you have done.. My doing so .. it really allow us to change our attitude so that this things won;t occur again.. i was like.. Hrmm though it was a small prank but just imagine if he rememeber to lock his doors everytime.... nothing will occur..

I really don't know if you all understand.. but for me..
I really thank GOD for reminding me many things to me.. that
What ever you are going through.. even in Shallow water or deeeps seas.. God place people to remind you of your doings... so that you wil be a change person..


God bless..


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