Entries for August, 2004
August 2nd, 2004
Short Short Update.. again.. POSTED AT 03:45 PM well not actually.. For the past 4 days has been eating Beef , Lamb and chiken.. From pizza, to kebab to BBQ to everything.. and my oil.. on my face is ...arghhh... Oh ya.. somthing to waste my time in australia.. i got to hand in my assigment by today and was bz doing it from friday to sunday night.. hmphhh just imagining what holiday is this?? home work?/ assigment??? hahaha.. well got 2 more project to finish off by saturday.. i am so so dead... Anyway.. in a cyber cafe right now.. got to send some email.. Will post some picture of boring perth later.. hahahah.. ( if it is boring what is it to see here.. ) Anyway want to come back soon.. well tommroro afternoon actually... Cya people on friday and saturday.. :D Have a nice day... taughts
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August 4th, 2004
Back! POSTED AT 04:50 PM Anyway This will be another short update.. since i realize i got so many thing to do... Seriously.. I dot points 1) Start my Folio for my assigment for english.. which is due like friday 2) Finish my data base and hope that the teacher won;t kill me.... and finish my program.. arghh.. i hate it now... 3) Start my ECON... It is DUe next week... arghhh!!! 4) Start STUDYING!! Trial is next month!! hrmm... 1 more month!! arghhh!1 i am so dead... 5) Pay My RM 15 summon to MPPJ people. because forgettten to pay for the box.... 6) Get some sleep!! ( which i won;t be doing) got to finish FOLIO no matter wat!! 40% arghhh GUYs!! really need your prayer.. thank you so much in advance.... Will update you al what i have learn when i am fre... i just got so much to talk... but not now... arghhh asssigment |
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August 6th, 2004
Something To Share... POSTED AT 10:10 AM hrmmm .. maybe nothing much.. but it sure impacted me so much.. When i was in australia like last week, i felt quite you know.. Don;t feel like going there, because exam are so near, assigment is going to due, weird weather, and etc ect... (missing youth for like 2 week already and also cell group.) when i was there. seriously i am simply so amazed..... God placed me there 2 year. from 2001 to 2003.. for me to placed something there and i really did not know what i placed there... This trip , when i was there,, i am just so amazed because i saw many of my friends that have many family problems, smoking, alcohol and etc came to know the HIM(GOD).( there quit their old habbit) which i was like !!! really. ( well actually i already knew but i just wanted to meet them and to really u know. felt happy for themm) well i was quite happy lah.. i mean very happy.. Some of my friends which i so close to, i prayed for them ,that some event will just spark them and allow thier life to be transformed.. Some of them are now serving in the youth ministry and i was like, My heart was so so happy for them... really like 2 year ago, they were killing them self from smoking, and alcohol .. and now.. wah. jumping around like monkey and you know just having thier time Praising Him..HRmm... Well Many of thier action and thier commitment has brought me thinking again... Well it did lah actually, for me after 6 month, i was just dieing for a short holiday to really take everthing away from me for just 1 week. and the trip in australi has sure, brought many things in my life back.. To tell you the truth, if didn;t go for that holiday, my life , seriously wil be slipping down, .. everytime i just grumble grumble grumble, ( asking Him? why am i doing this and it really tires me off and etc.... and sometimes i just forget about my purpose.. That is to Allow God to use me more and changing little by little of my character as a christian.. ( I just forget about my purpose) You know what ... make me think " when i was coming back to Malaysia, In the plane actually" i was just watching Coyote Ugly.. the show.. well the whole show just BOOOM me... " Remember Jersey... wanted to show off her talent by singing but just afraid of stage freight and bla bla bla.. She got to work in a bar and etc etc ect.. Some how.. i just realized this.. "Do i really want to give up .. and just go my own way.. ( just because tiredness come to you) .. Look at her.. Even her apartment was trash , broken into, got scoleded and everything and yet she still wanted to go on.. Pursuing her dream which she taught was impossible.. "I just don;t know lah.. after the movie.. tears just came out and i just ask God,, God Please renew my spirit , and my life.. * It just felt so good!!! i realy don;t know how to explain!! But it was AWESOME!! hehehe!! Anyway got to go now.. got to finish assigment.. WAH I TYPE SO MUCH DI.... byebye cya tonight |
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August 9th, 2004
Burden.. Is no more... ahhh POSTED AT 06:09 PM Not going to update much because.. i only got like 1 hours sleep from yesterday.. Marathon. hahaha oh ya i started my assigment from 7.30 plus plus.. and had so many break until lost count already.. When i reach 5.30.. i was like.. " maybe i need some sleep" so i set my time for only 30 minutes.. which i knew i will wake up and extend it .. true enought.. i extend another 30 minutes.. which makes it 1 hours... arghh... 6 oclock woke up.. did my devotion and 6:30 another marathon to 8:45... than watch up!! 15 minutes go to college.. .. " i moved to Marina Bay already, and it is now nearer to college." .. Well thank you , Ah Ju, joshua t and cyen for coming over to help out! hehe.. sort of like tune up.. my guitar.. look at my dirty room for now..!! anyway i am so so so sleepy .. i wan t to go to bed.. yet i feel like enjoying doing something.. dunno lah.. tommroro i am going to statr my next assigment which is less stress ful.. Anybody wan to help " how does the Economic Fluctuation affects the world economic activities and describe the effects on AUstralia exhange rate.. " BYe... |
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August 12th, 2004
Ya.. Streamx.. POSTED AT 07:29 PM i just moved into marina bay.. and o.k lah.. ii haven;t enjoyed the swimming pool and the gym yet.. need to get in shape again.. So So out of shape!! haha.. Yape finally i got streamx.. well.. actually wi-fi lah.. streamx plus wi.fi.. well don;t know much about it but finally i can go online.. !!! well not to say i can;t actually!! but mostly it is in college..:D anyway got to go... Fasting in 1 hour!! :D Bye |
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August 15th, 2004
Saturday!! ya!! POSTED AT 12:44 AM But it was worth while... :D Morning.. pick charlene, yan , kah ren for JYB!! practise.. heheh:D all of them were like.. my heart is pumping so fast!! heheh. help.. ecp jeremy.. JYB practise was very good.. When they played Everliving God. ( issit) i was like.. hrmm it just flows so well.. .. praised God overall was very good... Afternoon, i got 3 visitor.. isaac , josh and cyen. they came to my house.. no prob!! hehe.. but i was so blur.. josh studied.. cyen teach him.. isaac.. siou siou.. wanted to wrestle me.. hehhe:D o.k youth.. me.. nervous got to speak later for debate.. hrmm. i was quite scared lah actually .. don;t know anything.. know to to shoot nonsence back only!! JYB.. worship.. and praise ... was awesome!! seriously for thier age.. really looking at themm,.. wah!!! me last time f2 still heheh .. playing around.. like monkey Great JOb to - Josh Tan == you played very good and great leadership - Sarah Thum= Same goes to you. you sing well very wel and good leadership!! Kah ren.. so smart man him!! hehehe!! very talented boy!! can sing can play can siou sious... gret job kah ren.. Jeremy, Isaac , great job.. you all overcome you 1st stage performance in youth!! bravo/!! great job again.. Aaron.. you ah.. drum very keng for a st 6!! <------ st 6 only!! continue dude!! Charlene.. you sing well.. heheh!! lounder k!!:D you did great Joyce and Yan.. you all heheh super blur .. but you all really put alot of effort to it!! great man.. :D DEBATE well i felt bad because.. i kinda.. was like.. pointing my blame on people.. sorry rac, debbie, and van.. really sorry.. scared you all only!! And sorry Highest place and Mannaseh Great Job Benjamite! overall i think i went out too much!! hrmm. got to go no wlah:D byebey |
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August 16th, 2004
God Can Use Us POSTED AT 05:26 PM although it is already almost one month.. well i am just going through my mail.. and there are so many mail i haven;t reply!! walau wei!! But thankz again elaine!! The next time you feel like GOD can't use you, remember...Noah was a drunk, Abraham was too old, Isaac was a daydreamer, Jacob was a liar, Leah was ugly, Joseph was abused; Moses had a stutte ring problem, Gideon was afraid; Sampson had long hair and was a womanizer, Rahab was a prostitute; Jeremiah and Timothy were too young, David had an affair and was a murderer, Elijah was suicidal, Isaiah preached naked, Jonah ran from God, Naomi was a widow, Job went bankrupt, and John the Baptist ate bugs, Peter denied Christ, The Disciples fell asleep while praying, Martha worried about everything, The Samaritan woman was divorced, more than once, Zaccheus was too small, Paul was too religious, Timothy had an ulcer...AND Lazarus was dead! No more excuses now. God can use you to your full potential. Besides, you aren't the message, you are just the messenger. Share this with a friend or two... In the Circle of God's love, God's waiting to use your full potential. |
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August 19th, 2004
Youth Encounter POSTED AT 02:23 AM speaking about youth encounter.. now it is already 2.19 am.. well i guess most of you all say normal lah.. BUt i just felt weird right now....!! like.. i am so eager to go for encounter and yet.. I am quite scared right now... ( i guess ben , you are not the only one fearing now).. Youth encounter has brought me thinking so many thing.. really so so so so many thing...!! from the past !! which i am so so afraid of !! don;t want to know actually.. but yet.!! i am still rememebering it!! I am scared!!! I am feeling lost!! I am so in the dreamland!! ( am i) anyway! really, got to leave now.. really want to think more!!! now!! --=Whojen=-- |
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August 24th, 2004
August 25th, 2004
For me! Encounter POSTED AT 12:20 AM Through this encounter What i have learn and gain.. 1) Seriously, i really learn not to take Christ Death Likely.. The message, Pastor Chong Leong spoke was so so powerful for me . What he spoke was from his Heart and i was like.. o.k.... " Christ Died is because of OUr SINS" and " You and Me cause Him to DIe" . The pain that he went through from the wips and ect.. " Pastor CHong Leong was so so serious.. But it was so so good.. 2) Well i was set free from many sins in my life that i really do not know got so many!! walau wei!!! like if i list them down one by one.. very memalukan.. But you know.. Christ Took it all away!!! and my heart was like so so so!! free!!! 3) Forgiveness.. FOr the past 2 year close to 3 year in my life.. really i couldn'y forgive many thing that is in me.. d\on;t even talk about forgive.. talk about it also i was like... subject close" .. that was my attitude.. Going there.. i was thinking about all this .. but it was so so so burdening that .. i was .. God, soften the wall and allow my life to go on without thinking nor pondering through ever again. Let my heart just me new.... " i guess, it was a set free for me.. really, I was really fighting against it, that time. really fighting... Well i truely understand now , what philip told me when he was here.. If you have thing that is blocking you , in conclusion it will block you also in your walk with christ and day by day .. you will see the consequence... well i truely understand man 4) Knowing that, i am not that only one going through all this but many of us, young or old.. short or tall skinny or fat.. we are all human and we face all this!! " i just felt to tear so many time when Pastor chong leang and Pastor Heok Cheow gave thier testimony and apply it.. Really amazed.. i was just so touched to see thier life and thier friendship!! hrmm !! " mo tak teng" ( Thank Ps Heok Cheow and Chong Leong for your Testimony) wahh!!!! 5) To appreciate " old SOngs!! really... sometimes you know all youth faces this area.. but " Uncle Joseph.. sang some song which i never heard b4.. and it was so so so powerful!! i don;t know why!! ( me no longer under estimate song from thier year but the words that is written) ( we can;t judge the song but it;s year) but by it words) *(HOME COMING)* well. i taught after the service can balik already.. well have to go church.. well truely .. it was like the 20% that i will be missing if i don;t go!! well i was quite sad in some ways lah.. but!! hmph!! not anymore... When we left.. got letters as you all know.. I got mine letter from * pastor heok cheow and aunty ean beng * aunty cheng see * aunty guek chan * aunty Katherine( sandra mom) * UY I really do not know how to thank.. But really thankz you so so so so much.. Ecp: auntie katherine.. really.. thankz you for being honest to me.. i very thick skin wan.. if you don;t say already.. i will be still leaving a life of unknown.. wasting my time.. but thank you.. i will do my best !! in that area!! thank you again Pastor and Aunty Ean Beng!! Thank you so so so much for your support and everything.. i am just so speechless.. Aunty Cheng see and Uy.. Don;t know how to say also but thankz you !! Aunty GUek Chan.. Thankz your for your word of encouragement.. i really need that! well i will end for now!! super long di!! God bless! |
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August 26th, 2004
Am i suppost to scream right now POSTED AT 11:30 PM i am so so close to my trials 2 weeks more to go Well 17 days to go!! I haven;t start anything yet!! Accounting= Man i don;t even know what she is teaching now!! i am so completly lost!! Econ= So many things to read!! .. why is it so complicating It= Don;t even talk about it! i haven;t open the book for a very long long time already Maths= Arghh . i just hated maths... I am really scared right now!! |
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August 30th, 2004
YOu know what!!! Traffic.. makes me think POSTED AT 01:13 AM but b4 the fun part it was a good part to think for me.... o.k o.k.. let me explian... when i was driving out from my house to take the GUrney roundabout.. ( Jammed everywhere rite).. than i realise this you know.. if a person disallow the car in front/ beside you to go through.. other can;t move.. and if no body is moving how am i suppost to move.. ( well we human) of course will see.. if got space( masuk dalam already ) right.. don;t care about the traffic from the round about because it is jamm mah.... than.. after so so long.. there was a car infront of me.. a volvo.. finally reversed to make way for the car on the left.. ..well the traffic moved .. left to right. right to left and ( walah) the whole round about it moving.. again... " i just sort of like, think to my self, hey all of us, whether we are young, old , fat , thin, can make a differences.. a small move that we take can allow the whole traffic to move and why not us!! " Faith is having confidence that God is working in our life" - i learn that from bible study 4 year ago.. hehehe... i guess that all i am going to share.... - oh ya.. the outing today was fun.. boys wearing sarong.. hahaha.. well it wasn;t that bad after all right... ( neh) .... i am sure.. gary would agree with me.. cause he wear sarong everday when he goes back to kulim.. hahaha.. Great job people.. ( exercise more k) hehehe :D = that includes you hui jen.. hehehe:D Byebye Have a nice return to school people |
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