Entries for September, 2004
September 1st, 2004
!!! 100th Entry !!!! POSTED AT 10:06 AM you are who you are for a reason. you're part of an intricate plan you're a precious and perfect unique design, called God's special woman or man you look like you look for a reason our God made no mistake He knit you together within the womb, you're just what he wanted to make the parents you had were the ones He chose and no matter how you may feel, they were custom-designed with God's plan in mind, And they bear the Master's seal no, that trauma you faced was not easy and God wept that it hurt you so but it was allowed to shape your heart so that in His likeness you'd grow you are who you are for a reason you've been formed by the Master's rod you are who you are, beloved because there is a GOD!! ~Russell Kelfer~ I can; believe i actually continue this blog for over 100 entry..o.k.. here come 200... taughts
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September 2nd, 2004
Verse POSTED AT 10:30 PM "If thinking is viewed as a skill ... it can be improved by practice, as we improve other skills" well maybe, i should think more than.... short short update b4 continuing my study again... was in the library today .. from 4.30 to 6.30.... i got to make a urgent call out!! than i rememeber i left around 15 dollar plus plus lah... after making that call di... guess what .. i got a balance of RM29.80 I was like.. hrmm.. where did that extra RM 15 come from.. the last time i top up was like last sat!.. so where did the RM 15 come from... .... haiya never mind lah.. free credit also complain.... " oh ya today, my economic teacher , she was yaking non stop for 2 hours.. well.. out of boredom.. while listening to her.. i counted how many time she said "Right".. in 15 minutes around 80 time. just imagine 2 hours.. hrmm.. Well she realized why i was counting my finger.. she asked me " Ahh.. is this maths class or econ class... " hahaha :D |
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September 3rd, 2004
September 6th, 2004
Without Him POSTED AT 05:33 PM Without Jesus Days are SAD DAY = SUNDAY MAD DAy = MONDAY TEARSDAY = TUESDAY WasteDAy = Wednesday Thursday = Thirstday FrightDay = Friday Shatterday = Saturday So , why do i want my day to be such sad and bla bla bla ecp on sat, sun " well i kinda put this in my room" small little note( not small anyway) "AND IN MY CAR B4 i drive" when i wake up!!! remember everday is really special.. No point for me being dull and sleepyness... No point grumbling Well it just taught me so much.. when i come to college today" though it is a study break" but there is just so much joy joy joy!! ask my college friends... ( though exam are coming) Well i stayed in colleg extra long today.. until now.. just taking a 10 min break.. b4 continuing.. " Well, last time study b4 i even study, i couldn;t even bother to " to Put GOD FIRST" .. than i rememeber what Aunty cheng see regarding her testimony when she was in US... When you ask GOD to come to the places you need. He will. Well it really help for me...( i know UY have been asking me to get sleep...( yape i wil UY) but i guess!! for me now.. really. i am just so energetic.. A college friend of mine ask.. wei.. " I wish God will give me 1 hours of sleep that will feel like 12 hours sleep so that i wil use my time more... i was like. ( well maybe not 1 hour.. but few like 2 or 3 will do) that wil be enough.. Don;t know lah. i just felt so so nice now.. thoug i slept at 5 yesterday.. and woke up at 8... anyway got to continue now.. bye bye and have a nice day everyone |
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September 14th, 2004
Hrmm 2 Paper Over 3 more to go POSTED AT 04:55 PM O.k yesterday night b4 i was studying.. i asked God to really help me to revise through past year papers.. Well i got 6 year to go through starting from 1998 - 1999- 2000- 2001-2002-2003..... I am just kinda dissapointed with my self that.. Yesterday, I really had a strong Feeling that It was Him pointing to me.. HEY 2003 is coming out and you should go trhough this... And Guess what i did.. i relayed on my on strength and went through 1998-1999-2000-2001-2002-.. I did everything except 2003. Man i just felt so so ashamed.. Also, After the exam i started to look back. you know what.. HE told me, i send you so many sign.... Well He did really.. ( First was my friend Calvin) told me hey 2003 20003 2003.. i was like yayayaya.. secondly among all the papers.. when come to 2003, i left it another side like in my room wherelse other papers are in my study room...... .. Lesson to learn here.. ( Hui Jen Open You eyes.... Stop thinking astray... ) In Spiritual Ways... When You said that God issn;t real because he is not showing sign and proof that He is there with us and The Holy Spirit is working in us.. Well i truely admit that , It is us that didn;t really open our eyes and always concentrate to the thing of the world..... HUI JEN... WAKE UP!!! Anyway just a short update. GOt econ paper tommrro.. followed by maths and last but the most devasting one.. ACCOUNTING... Which Eunice Lim and Janice Enjoyed the MOst.. And in summary .. ME, UY, Reen, dislike... heheh.. do agree with me.. thankz you bye and Pray For Mua |
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September 17th, 2004
Exam is over for now.. But They are returning in 30 days time.. POSTED AT 05:09 PM My last paper today.. ACCounce.. and how much i hate about it.... I hardly remember what to put in my Cash Flows.. Worst come to worst. Have to do some Ratio for some company about thier liquidity and profitability.. ratio report.. acount.. al the same.. it is just so so so bore.d. i think i just passed.. i think.. but don;t know how lah.. Don;t want to think about it. the more i think .. the more worried i am today.. 30 more days believ it.. 30 more.. HAHAHAw. i am so so so dead.. ANY way thank you people.. who kept me in prayer.. i am so want to zzz today.. this 3 days.. believ it or not.. HAD only 8 hours of sleep... hgrm... good nite |
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September 20th, 2004
Tax Collector and JpJ officer!!! POSTED AT 10:54 AM The Jpj ( Officers) which go around with thier motorcycle are almost simillar to the Tax COllector during the Time of Jesus.. They are doing thier job because this is what that are living upon.. The Job might be dirty at times with constant nagging from consumers saying " i am not late, I got business to do, Please let my car go, if thing doesn;t go thier way" boom!!!Cursing will start and everything goes into it... This did occurs During Jesus Time as well where the tax collector where potrayed as a person that betray people.. hrmmm.. just imagine that... Well, even this short time.. i am just learning.. that hey.. if everyone is doing thier normal duties, doing all those clean job and " those Tax collector" are.. who is going to do all those dirty job and those job that aren;t infront of the stage... or something.. But You know what.. This is my learning stage of life and i become to see that.. Though you job may not be infront but God see what you do.. in your heart.. Because.. He doesn;t care if the status is high or low.. But looks rite towards the depth or it... ** To those people that felt there are just like the * Tax Collector*... Rememeber this.. Do with all your heart and soul.. Do it with JOy.. i know it is hard but hey...Rememeber this God see us, in what we do sincerely,..... GOD BLESS |
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September 20th, 2004
September 23rd, 2004
September 24th, 2004
Rm 10 Story POSTED AT 01:00 AM It was wednesday when i decided to went out with pastor for lunch.. and talk talk talk eat eat eat buy buy buy DVD DVD DVD.. Drive Drive Drive...While i was driving back... Boom.. ( well no i didn;t hit anybody.. and no , no one hit me) my tyre.. Pecah... and my steering was like so hard to control... hahhaa...so stop infront of the TYT house.. hehe.. ( can i borrow a tyre) nolah!! just kidding Well.. pastor said.. o.k hui jen.. time to show what youngster know about cars... ( o.k lo) take out tyre.. Jag up.. ( Too low , too high) etc.. than.. when i was removing my nat... there was a security nat that disallow thieves to take my tyre away.. BUTTT.. i don;t know where i put the BOLT.. so find like a donkey.. cannot find.. search the whole car.. Well.. i felt pai seh.. so faster call my uncle to call someone to come.. well the guy came... with his motorcycle.. came down.. look around and .... " Go find the nat lah" while doing so .. he look around my boot and WALAH.. the nat was there... Me and pastor was like.. HRMMM.... Than he just jag down the car.. put in the screw. and guess what.. He ask.. RM 10!! not even 1 minute job.. i was like.. hrmm... " WHY DIDN:T YOU OPEN YOU EYES BIGGER" as in the previous entry.. hahahah... Well seriously it was a lesson to learn... !) like my dad always say.. open your eyes.. check again and again.. no harm in doing so.. 2) Check your tyre lah.. whether it is going to mati di or not!! 3) " Learn from pastor.. It is not just driving the car.. but learning to take care of it" well i took care of it all right.. today.. spend 2 hours.. in a tyre shop.. got some new tyres.. alligment and etc.. the cost.. is hrmm expensive.. " better not tell me dad how much it cost" well. never mind lah.. i paid alreaedy wat!! with my money.. hehehe |
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September 27th, 2004
Hrmm Still Thinking... POSTED AT 02:32 AM About when i was doing on my reflection on friday afternoon .... i wil post later Think Think Think Oh ya" Can thinking make you older" just wondering "PS the picture is my bro.. in australia.. last year.. working hard.. we were building our own garden from scratch.. hehe Next picture the real garden.. after 2 month of hard work.. hehehe [img:397745] |
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September 27th, 2004
Cannot sleep POSTED AT 03:17 AM cannot sleep... it is already 3.30 am .. and i am still don;t know. just cannot sleep..!! hello 6 more hours you going to college.. why not yet sleep.. brain brain.. please send you nerve impulse to my Hypothalamus.. to allow me sleep gland to activate " if there is such thing" |
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September 29th, 2004
O.k Finally Updates.... POSTED AT 11:24 PM Well it started last thursday, I decided to go Botanical Garden just to have some quiet time away from everything and i found it to be so so so wonderful... the whole event actually ( reflection time) While i was walking to find some shades, i realize that this days, many of us are also quiet sick of our daily routine life and you just want to get away from everything.. GUess what.. Botanical Garden was quite populated.. that time around 3 plus.. MOst of the people were working ( with ties and long sleeves) , Uni student or college student ( books and big bags)... Don;t know lah.. anyway i found a good perfect spot just to sit down and simple rested my mind and Allow His spirit just to come and allow me to reflect on the event for the past 1-2 week.... Well it came to me in a very very very weird way.. You wouldn;t believe it also.. It started with an ANT believe it or not.. AN Ant... that ant was just moving around me... like on my hand lah.... i just let it do so lo.. walk here and ther.. with that i just rememeber David and Golliath .. i am the Golliath lah and the ant is David.. ( haha) it just apear to me that.. Sometimes our life like that loh.. We think that we are already big and allmighty and no one can really stop us..... But even a small ant doesn;t know the difference between big and small because they are ant.. but it apply to us.. If God is beside us in what ever thing that we do ( example on the ant.. it doesn;t care if you are big or small ) ... we don;t fear any obstacle that is put onto you because you are sure that HE has a reason for all this.. ( don;t know lah) my brain just suddenly forget how to write this.. Anyway... back to the ant.. Sometimes we regard small people as being no use and useless and etc.. but remember this.. if an ant bite you( fire ant or soldier ant) hrmmphh you know the effects... they are just small little creation but if we under estimate themm.... the effects will turn out to be the death of Golliath.... This whole week, this experience has been knocking on my head almost everday and realy.. I am kinda learning from this Don;t look down on people just because they are small or young.. or just because they are new.... But look to them as the ant who look upon you as a giant that is able to learn from them.... ( huh! blur ) sorry lah... o.k better make a summary ... easier for other to know what i am thinking about... 1)" As i say again, don;t under estimate people just because they are young" 2) God placed you as an ant for a reason.. to make you climb the mountain , search for your own food, fight you way to freedom and achive something that is never done b4.. That for now.. sorry if it is quite blury.. do give me your opinion.. hahah Feeling: confused |
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