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November 3rd, 2004

ZFeeling ... wahhhhh...
POSTED AT 04:01 PM

English was hard... Believe it....
it waas so so so hard........

Maths is tommroro but i am so not prepared now.. sh.......
anyway plz keep me in prayer thank you so much


2 donw 4 more to go... wowoowoww


November 5th, 2004

Maths was a killer
POSTED AT 02:35 PM

Well title say it all...

Maths was totally a killer yesterday... btw my exam started 7.am so have to be there around 6.30... 6.30 wah so early man... woke up at 5.45..

Went to the exam halll.. wahhhh. full of confidence that i can finish my exam... come out from the hall.. full of regrets.. not me alone...

Well the smartest girl in SAM.. who got 100 for maths.. didn;t finish 5 question.. equavelent to 40 mark.. out of 141..
i was like.. woa... me mah cham..... don't know lah.. it was so so so hard that.. i think fail di. haiyo....

Well another Brighter sside
yesterday i received a university offer for Uni of Tasmania..
for Commerce or Information Technoogy..

But still don;t know lah..
i want to stay in penang to complete everything if it is possible..
But really everythig is Up to Him right now.. Got to ask God to show me where he is leading me to ..... Hrmmm...

Anyway.. 3 exam down.. 3 more to go...

Economics... Information Technology and Accounting..
Finishing my exam on the 16 Novemenber can;t wait for the day.....
wahh

Btw... who is going to planet shakers.. tell me lah.....
got to tell ben and at least book a room di....
reply ya

God bless


November 8th, 2004

Will update later
POSTED AT 03:13 PM

I am so blessed because of yesterday
preching!! really... Pastor charles was great!!!

":d explain later after my econ.. exam//
thankz:D


November 18th, 2004

weird!!?
POSTED AT 02:04 AM

You know what i am feeling right now....
i am kinda feeling weird in my body .. don;t know lah.. think too much again...

Where should i start...
Accounting exam.. well to tell you the truth,.. my accounting was not good nor great..it was just average.. and to make the thing worst.. we all have to make a financial report ( protibality or liquidity) to show weather the busines is running fine or not..
i think.. it was quite long i guess... 2 pages and a half for the report.. wah hand pain man.. also .... the worst part.. MY BALANCE sheet did not balance.. well typical of me... cannot lah.. acc not my things....
or subject. got to take it also for next year....

O.k.... After my exam are over.. me and some friends.. ( calvin, sumay, suanne, shirley and etc.. went to prangin.. taught want to go release tension or something.. manatau.. go there to buy cd.. so sory lah.. went to meet up with gary and friends in gurney.. wanted to watch incredibles.. but .. u know lah.. HOLIDAY = FULL...
so didn;t watch loh.....

Gary and another friends.. stayed overnight my house....!! use my wifi.. bla bla.. and gary.. downloaded like how many song in less than 10 minutes!! almost 50.. babi!!! anyway.. played GUNBOUND.. nothing to do di...

we all slept at 4 but not me lah.. actually.. i left almost at 5..
one hour just to think of many things....

I really Thank God for many things He has done to my life ( this year) and really i am so blessed to be back in Penang.. and also in college life....
there are few friends that .. don;t know lah..i see so much change in themm.. really....
If you know hIm ( Calvin Teoh) +pfs wan.. ya.. i know first impression... bad kid.. * pai kia or etc..
but seriously after talking to him so much from studies to crap.. that guy is really one best guy to talk to..... and really.. sometimes just encourages me to even work harder for our exam....

And the change in him.. wah.. alot man.. ya!! well he smoke alot!! exam time more scary, but !!! like most of us say.. Don;t judge a boook by it cover..
I totally agree... In australia. most of my friends are all smokers and some how.. family issues was so so high ( not me lah) but yet i beginning to Thankz God more for His work unto my life this year and really i really have no regret in it.. Tooo see a change in your friend life.. is really a blesing.....
* i am still going to continue to pray for them even though my time with them is less than 1 -2 month b4 they going to australia....

part 1 complete
Feeling: weird


November 18th, 2004

Part 2
POSTED AT 02:20 AM

it is now. 2.05 am..
i should be sleeping now... i am very very tired.. seriously speaking.. i went to Gym for 30 min and a swim for around 45 minutes. and it was so so enjoyable.. don;t know lah.. i just love water.. swimming pool and etc.. ( not sea water* sometimes lah* kena icheness.)

But yet.. i feel like sharing this..
During my previous post.. i mention about Pastor Charles Curtis speaking about the Power of Prayer and also The Consistency of prayer.. and the changes....

I explained now...
For 2 year in Australia.. after my family issues.. My dad has been without a job for 2 year in australia and all the while he has been doing house hold patching up. like touch up here and there.. small little paints and etc...
and including this year... 2+1 3 year.. my dad hasn;t been working and " Quote from my dad * if this goes on ah.. i will get black hair more than white hair*
Well , What pastor charles said was very very very true...
Prayer is not answered in a split second.. nor day nor hours or even month.. It could be years
and in doing so * God is testing your patience and Really changing you in who you are and The changes He can Do..

Well.. that has been one of my most important prayer for this 3 year.. serious.. For my dad to get a job .. and really after 3 year of waiting.. " last week while i was studying for econ.. my dad told me that He got a job same field( Logistisc ) in a company.. i was like... ( just so joyful.......
i just don;t know how to express it right now...

But really through this 3 year..
sometimes..
i just felt like giving up....
i just felt like no point lah.. praying ( as if He is going to Hear)
and even being a christian sometimes in australia....

But yet.... There is One Phrases that has been so memeroble

P.U.S.H ( PRAY UNTIL SOMETHING HAPPEN)


during that sunday.. i just cannot di... my heart just burst out for the joy the has been absorb don;t know where.. but it just felt so so so good......


*Thing to Rememeber
1) Even though what ever you are praying .. nothin happen ... but rememeber this.. God tested Moses, Abraham and Jesus HImself for so long ........ and God blessed them for thier Trust in HIm...
Trust In Him!!!!

2) Sometimes.. we ought to say.. we got nothing to pray for....!!
( are u sure) there are million and million of thing to pray for and really.... * really want to thank. for those that kept me in prayer.. thankz you so much.. i really don't know.. but THANK YOU so much....... * Bak Bak* Thankz!Sarah K.K.T. CYen, Ah ju and etc.. thankz you...

For now..
going to sleep di...
got to wake up to clean house tommroro!! shhhh
( my maid is in my grand dad house . My grand dad maid went back to INDO) and guess who is the maid for now.. EM


November 24th, 2004

Car... Noisy.. Car.. Repar.. Car.. No Car
POSTED AT 12:42 AM

Well last week.. was quite embarasssing for me.. i guess

Let me explain if i can still rememeber.. Gosh.. you know what the effect of holiday has made my who memory like.. useless... i want to study again but not so soon..
i am like shaking leg everday.. doing nothing do....


O.k what happen last week..
( Judson, Ian Leroy, Sarah Joshua Tan) should know this.. My car was liek going crazy .. Just say cannot go into Second Gear though it waas a auto car.. iit was like dragging around.. man it was annoying.... and felt bad to my car.. so much preassure...

O.k next day.. went to Bank than to badminton.
On the way back From YMCA.... close to Island Plaza.. guess what happen.. My car Stop.. i was the first for the traffic.. and the car.. really stubbo don;t want to engage into first gear.. i was like.. so angry.. the car also.. Rem Rem Rem Rem until so loud..
realy so so loud .. People beside me was so curious.. " want to action with a old saga issit" don;t know lah..
In conclusion.. it went for 5 meters.. and i was in the centre of the road.. ( imagine that).. wahhh.. that time.. so so so embarassed man...

so got out the car.. PUSH PUSH PUSH. until reach Island there.. Bus stop.. calm the car and CAll.... Dad....
Dad say.. can;t do anything..u have to try your best to bring it home.. ..
o.k lo... mah try to start and stop and start till reeaches my home in marina bay....
i was so tired that time.. and took a shower and Zzzzz...

Next day.. early morning.. wanted to take my car to the workshop so decided to leave early morning.. and thinking that my car will be o.k...
go already.. reach some where PCGHS.. guss what... while waiting for the traffic light.. mah... STOP lo.. than it happen again.. all over again.. this time.. i got to push till The Small market close to the intersection.. wahh.. it was so so so .... tiring.

O.k.. while i was letting my car cool down again.. my uncle.. who was a mechanic.. going to mornig jog.. saw my car... guess what.. he check here and there.. oik oikoik.. bla bla bla...
He told me.. My Gear Box Oil... Empty DI...!!

i was like got such thing as Gear box oil wan ah.. Engine oil. yes i know... automatic Transmissioon oil yes also.. Gear Box ????
wahhh.. so blur.. and he filled it up.... everything o.k di.. but i still drove it to my mechanic.. and bla bla bla....

To cut the story again.....

When i was driving alone to my mechanic... .." somehow... God Pointed to me" ./. Hey Your car.. represent you..

If you don;t fill your self up.. you will go dry and you will fail to even start of continue in what you are doing.. You need His word to continue working in you.. " The Word .( bible) is your Oil.. it is able to bring life to what situation you are facing through....
and some how.. i was quite ashamed of my self.. cause..

My Oil has been running dry and studies. familiy and my own issue has been a huge factor in it...
and i really need it again... i just don;t want to be a Car that need Oil change every now and than.. i want a car that goess without needing oil but HIs word and His Love into my life..

that all i got to share... sorry for the long entry...

anyway.. pray for journey mercy for me.. taking a buss to Kl with dad and bro..

Thankz and god bleess


November 29th, 2004

Wil update later..
POSTED AT 02:18 AM

I am now thinking many thing in my small little brain
so sorry ya

update later


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