Entries for February, 2005
February 2nd, 2005
O.k Long Update.. POSTED AT 10:22 PM O.k i will just started out with yesterday. Woke up at 10. and uncle philip call me up.. 10.25 .. Hui Jen wake up.. and brush your teeth , I wil show you to my new house plus. Help me carry some stuff. hehe:D Anway His house waas.. WOW.. super nice.. The view was superb, The Tiles, was wonderfull.. Cool.. In conclusion, Me , Jack, Judson, Philip and Wife.. hahaha.. worked hard.. but it was very cool... and very nice.. ( sometimes LAme though) Uncle Philip Accountant huh? heheh:D O.k.. I relly wanted to share what has been prompted to me during Church Services... North Zone... It was Pastor Philip(Kulim) . Well not much thing but he share many important stuff to all of uss.. He Just talked about .. We are just living in the Age of ENd times and you know.. You might be seeing me today here writing my blog but you might not know what is going to happen to me tommoror.. He also said about this... All of us seriously want to know when Christ will come again and when will He visit us again.. But Pastor Philip just say this.. If He would let us know when he would come.. Don;t you think we as humans will like... o.k o.k.. Christ COming tomooror.. Time to give up our work, school and concentrate on GOD.. Repent and Bla bla bla..... That is Why Christ Doesn;t say when specifily He is coming Again.. But we as Humans will appreciated Everything That HE has Gave to Us.. I mean Everything seriously!!! ( You complain about school being boring= guess what if there we no school, you don;t even have friends....) We all complain about our parents ( well think about this, think about those people don;t even have parents.. Remember Apperiacte Them... They will scold you of being bad or bla bla bla.. But This quote always come to me.. Taught by my Dad. " we as parents, if we do something (Scolding our child) we our self will not feel nice . But if we don;t do anything, Who knows what Our child will be..) It is like a double edge sword. If we push we will be cut if we don't pull also we get cut.. .Right Last But not Least.. i learned that, Everday is a new day.. and we as christian can do something to make a diff.. Yes.. Sometimes i am really scared and i am still scared till the day i die.. But Right now.. I am Thankful for what God has Given to me.. Everything .. that i really meant it.... PS: my challenge for those who are reading this blog.. Just think tommoror is your last day you will be leaving in Earth.. What will you do. Spending time with your family friends and Seeking Him.. DO that everday.. Do somthing... Appreciate You LOve Ones... and even.. Thank them for what they have being doing for our lives.. taughts
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February 4th, 2005
Tired actually Very i mean POSTED AT 02:45 PM well 30 min earlier than usuall Anyway Today morning woke up in the morning at around 6.40 and bath.. those two sleepy head slept until 7.. hrmm.. hahhaa.. well told ya i can;t sleep long already.. Anyway, went to pick up Jack in his house and as i just enter out.. teh traffic.. was scary.. really scary.. it is already close to 7.40.. o.k o.k.. never mind.. played a silent prayer for haha no JAM.. Well on the way fetching Chiu Yen.. The Jam was not a jam but just some quee up.. Thankz God.. pick her up already 8.05 haha.. than zoom to air port.. reach the air port at 8.30.. well i guess my planning was o.k after all.... JANice Cheng finally is off to extend her Study in NZ.. Good for you and I am sure God will do marvelous thing for you there.. hahah.. haha bullied her.. say.. your eyes red already ah.. eh no tears yet wan... but serious i truely understand... it is so hard when you are about to leave your confort zone and start everything new.. i experinece it once.. i know noot easy... Anyway Jan. Stay on Fire For God...... After finish di.. my car now got extra load.. Euodia.. ! hehe .. but luckillay never throw james in the boot but can fit lah just enough only... Went to eat.. Tim sum some where in sungai ara. Ok only lah... !! Than drop Euodia and Julian . and pick up Leroy.. ( he got to go church) Than drop Jack to IPG and me james and leroy went to eat BBQ CHicken.. hahha:D my secret place.. no longer secret anyway... eat already.. ta pau one packet for Debboo and we went to KFC to waste time there.. But it was not waste time lah.. James , leroy and Me were singing away..hahhaa Finihs already gave Debbo her packet rice .. To church .. From there.. i was so so so so blur and tired that i acceditally send Debbo 5-6 same sms.. hahha see lah how blur am i .. took a short rest and Went back home my college friend as me to catch a movie with themm guess not.. i am going to sleep in 5... so sleepy now.. Anyway My update for 1/2 day.. haha:D take care and god bless |
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February 7th, 2005
February 8th, 2005
Entry POSTED AT 02:29 AM I starting to enjoy sunday church sermon. i find it very very encouraging and very challenging for me..... This week.. Pastor Cheng Kin Talk about Suffering That Built Character After hearing that sermon.. on the way home.. tears just came down while i was driving remember of my past and my experience .. Looking at at.. i always think.. Why i am here today without this and that.. Why i must go through this and that.... But on the way driving home.. I just thanked God for what He let me experienced.. ( i used to be scared to shared this) but not anymore Going to AUstralia to start a new life and shattered because of families issue resulting in me Living with my dad and bro now..( which i am so happy and so blessed for) and also for my mom that what ever she does... i prayed She willl find guidance from HIM... I am no longer sad but i am thanking HIM FOR Everything.. You might say siou but i say thank you Having all this distrurb my studies and resulting in No SPM, No A Levl, No Year 12.... But Now i have my SAM result... I am blessed actually.... Always asking Maid to do this and that ( in penang last time) in australia doing everything on my own.. dishes clothes ironing, washing everything... I thank God for All the path that He has put me through and really.. It has Built character In my self... What Ps Cheng Kin said was true... We cannot change unless there is no suffering in us to allow changes to happen.... Oh ya this week, i was encouraged by many thing that i am going to Start my Fasting and Prayer Again... Don;t know what day.. but i am going to do it again I really want Him to Teach me many areas of my life and really want to have the Same desire For Him and Even more..... God blesss |
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February 14th, 2005
Sunday Great POSTED AT 02:46 AM tired now... Friday sat and Sunday Tired Me off really i never drive so much in my whole driving life.. ( which is 1 year) Thank You pastor Cowan... for allowing us to use your place.. i just can;t imagine.. seriously.. how dirty it is.. wahh.. i my room ah.. i will faint man.... Again Thankz Pastor Cowan and Pastor H.C Sunday.. Great. Awesome. Tired. Tired Played badminton again after 3 -4 month break and i lost all 3 matches... 15-9 , 18-15 , 15-13 all double.. but all against Adults.. wahh.. need to get my stamina backk.... I just want to relax my self today... So tired.. Anyway Happy Valentine Chow |
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February 14th, 2005
If i send you anything in MSN.. plz reject POSTED AT 11:09 PM my dad or bro has accidentally press something on my com is now affected by virus Hiayoo.... i don;t know the damage yet but if i send anything to u through msn.. plz reject thank you |
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February 15th, 2005
Get Lost Virus POSTED AT 12:16 AM well it was kinda.. scary actually 1st of all i didn;t back up my com for so long di.. so ..new stuff will be gone... anyway.. the virus is gone.. muahahhahahha... my antivirus couldn;t detect it but i manage to delet it just play here and there.. see the coding and bla bla bla. and change the folder and i can delete it already.... ANYWay.. MSN.. i lost around 25 contact from the firebrands... hrm.. i think the virus.. attack MSN messenger and it hang your msn.. so.. Plz send me a msg.. i have to add you guy for those i lost the contact |
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February 16th, 2005
THINK* POSTED AT 12:53 AM * What can we do* Read lah ya What Did You Say? YOU It’s been forever since I’ve had some alone time with God. Maybe I should take a few minutes and hang out with Him. I wonder where my Bible is. GOD On your bookshelf, where you put it two months ago. RADIO “What’s it going to take to slow us down, to let the silence spin us around . . . ” YOU Ooo, I like this song! Ah, there’s my Bible. OK, where should I start? GOD How about the book of John? CELL PHONE rings, playing the Hokey-Pokey song. YOU Hello? Hi, Matt. GOD I have so many things I want to show you in John. YOU No, sorry Matt. Can’t go. Our youth group is playing broom hockey tomorrow night. It’s going to be good. We’ve got a grudge rematch going with some of the seniors. Wanna come? GOD I want to help you with some of that stuff you’ve been dealing with all by yourself. Open My Word and let’s talk about it. RADIO “If we’re adding the noise . . . ” YOU (singing along) “If we’re adding the noise . . . ” Now what was I doing? GOD Trying to read My words. TV After just a week of brushing, you’ll see dazzling results. YOU I hate this commercial. GOD Then turn off the TV. YOU That commercial makes me NOT want their toothbrush. (sigh) I really don’t feel like reading my Bible right now. GOD But don’t let that stop you. Open it and hear My voice. TV Just call our toll-free phone number. YOU How about if I just open it anywhere and read? GOD That would be misusing My Word, though I am able to work in all ways. BIBLE First Kings 19:11 says: The LORD said, “Go out and stand on the mountain in the presence of the LORD, for the LORD is about to pass by.” YOU What does that have to do with my life? GOD Keep reading. YOU This sounds boring. I’m trying somewhere else. GOD Nothing will be better if you’re not prepared to listen. YOU Psalm 46:10. I wonder if this is any better. GOD Read. IM Blip. starblazer89: hey, what r u doing? YOU Blip. Xtreme16: nothing. what r u doing? GOD Don’t stop now. Keep reading. RADIO “If we’re adding to the noise, turn off your stereo, radio, video . . .” IM Blip. starblazer 89: im gonna go get ice cream. wanna come? GOD My child. YOU Blip. Xtreme16: sure! IM Blip. starblazer89: k, walk over and we’ll go. GOD My child! YOU Blip. Xtreme16: cool! ill be rite over. (closes Bible) Well, God, I guess if You had anything really important to say to me, You would have said it by now. So I guess I’ll talk to You again next quiet time. See You. DOOR Slam! GOD I will not force Myself on you, My beloved; but I will continue to call your name until you answer. “Be still, and know that I am God; I will be exalted among the nations, I will be exalted in the earth” (Psalm 46:10). |
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February 19th, 2005
Thanks michelle POSTED AT 05:32 PM I totally agree with her.. about we as human.. If we got 200 we tend to want for 400 400- 800 But it just caught my mind.. what if you have nothing .. what do you ask for. Appreciate What we Got "Who am i that you would love me so gently? Who am I that you would recognize my name? Who am I that you would speak to me so softly? Conversation with the love most high... who am i?" Quoting from a 'point of grace' song.. those lyrics really reminded me of how great God's love is to every single person! but sad to say lots of people are wanting more and more(including me =( ). i guess it's human nature to be unsatisfied with whatever we have. if we're given a hundred bucks, we would want 200. if we have 200, we'll want 400, and the list goes on and on and we'll be hoping to be millionaires!! LOL same goes to ourselves(wanting to be more, to have better looks,etc etc).... but if we would just stop looking at what we do not have, and start looking to what we have, we'll find that we have much much much much more than we deserve! here's what i read from a book "You'll never feel you have enough in life until you find that enjoying God-and who He has created you to be-is the only thing your heart really craves". Listening to: Gary Blog Song... Watching: the monitor screen Feeling: happy |
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February 21st, 2005
Title titles... POSTED AT 11:34 PM Friday went to prai for thier Yout meeting. it was small but it was lively.. Gary Worship lead. and he sang well.. 100% Had a long long fellowship and i learned alot today... Saturday.. the day i was waiting for... haha:D it turned out we fun.. O.k worship in youth was.. wow.. goose bumbs here and there.. Jud.. Great job..! and the team.. God spoke to me many ways.. and challege me more..... Sunday...It was a bomb.. Pastor Isreal Low from KL.. was preaching.. he was.. a man of God.. superb man.. He was preaching about The moving of the Holy spirit, our lives and fasting and ect..very annoited man. Just thank God and many thing also just cleared and was set to my mind.. been thinking about this for the last 1 month and plus.... and other matter Going to Start Back My Prayer and Fast for myself.. i realize last year it help me alot in my walk and also learning things.. Going to do it on Wednesday Di.. (so don;t tempted me on wednesday ya) Than.. went to crc played badminton... learned some tips from uncle Why Hoong.. hehe.. but i realize that my stamina is very ver bad.. played 3 matches i am TKO.. even playing little practice agaist Aaron and Kah ren.. i am like.. no energy.. Practice makes perfect..... Update for now..:D Very Lazy but veyr blessed day for me today:D chow.. Reading: A Gift From Ps.cowan.. |
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February 23rd, 2005
8 more hours.... POSTED AT 02:42 PM so far so good.. i didn;t eat my dinner yesterday cause started my fast yesterday night and it will end tonight ..... But it has been well worth it so far... yesterday b4 i slept... i just touch my guitar and began to lalalalalal.. and i lalalala.. for almost 1hours and thirty min.. and when i was to doze off.. it was already 3.30. i was like.. wow... I really enjoyed His presence.. last night.... I was reading the book of Exodus.. again.. All the Plagues.. Locust.. Staff to snakes... water to blood.. i began to see.. God Wonders, that if He want to demonstrate to us HIs POWER , He is able to do it anytime.... So far. so good.. No breakfast no lunch... I prayed and submitting my fear and worries that i have To HIm.... (Pau Siong, if you reading, Keep it going k, friends are behind you all the way..) Well guess this is my update for now.. My stomach is not making any noise yet but i am o.k.. dispite having to pass through my bro that was busy eating.. yum yum... hahaha!! but hey .. 6 more hours.. lol.... Chow for now.. update more tonight! |
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February 25th, 2005
OUch... POSTED AT 12:34 AM right now. my chest now feeling very nice lo.. very tight and very very unconfortable now... very hard to breathe.. and don;t know lah.... just don;t feel good.. but just a quick update and check maill.. so i guess it won;t kil me or anything Prayer Meeting Was GOOD ... wah very pain.. now.. got to go walk walk. cannot tahan di chow |
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February 26th, 2005
Friday POSTED AT 11:53 AM i got to get moving to pick my bro from school.. hrmmm.. anyway .. thursday night.. i struggle to sleep with my chesting hurting so much.. well.. i indeed woke up around 4 am and went to my balcony and had a deep breathe. and went back in. it was.. much better but no way.. i got the chest pain from my room.. Anyway.. i feel better now.. Friday.. woke up around 11. plus and i felt way better already than read some people blog and debbo was complaining about boredness in office.. so took her out for lunch than met with cyen.. lo.. talk talk for a while than went to gurney to catch a movie with my friends... They chia.. i o.k lo.. than went to the movie.. i was so blur and tired.. was sitting down already than i ask... WEI what show.. is this.. they said boogey man.. i was like WHAT.. but it was a stupid show.. indeed i realize this days.. that .. Movies producers are keen in making horror movie to get easy profit .. wel.. i zzzz half of the show.. so just ignore all those screaming.. bla bla bla.. but i know.. it was a Stupid show... well i didn;t pay for it..people belanja,, haha.. Than NIGHT went to BJ met up with BENJAMITES cell they gave.. cyen a fare well be4 she leave for KL play bowling.. 2 team lo... one team al guys + ellaine.. another team all girls plus me.. hahha!! well the guys win.. by 20 plus points ( plus elaine) but any how.. i am happy .. caus.e. the 1st 4 set i just chin chai baling only.. hahha.. get 9.6.5.7.. happy di.. than 6 frame.. ehhehe X...... 7 fram.. Spare..8 frame... X it was a funn.:D had kenny rogers than.. ( LEE shyong chicken was not cooked) hahaha!! and only 11 quater chicken left..:D anyway .. going to pick me bro di.. so update more later About SAAT urday ADIOS AMIGO... [img:551397] |
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February 27th, 2005
Youth Was Great POSTED AT 12:43 AM my chest hurt like 2 twice. during worship.. wa so so painful. i struggle man that time seriously.... But Thank God..over di Anyway.. The msg today was encrouraging but something just cought me more.. wil explain when i am free.. God bless and Good Nite |
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February 28th, 2005
My Real Update POSTED AT 11:37 PM Anyway Saturday.. As i told you b4.. though the session was great but some thing just poped up my mind.. i am explaining it now.. Well during praise and worship , i my chest hurt lo.. i went dowstaird to get a cup of water up place it on the floor below the chair. and continue to P.W lo.. Than i accidentally kicked the cup down.. the water was soaking up the carpet.. and my first taught was..Later lah.. after p.w only i take dry cloths or tissue ..to dry it.. in less than 30 sec.. Pastor cowan.. took a cloths and squatted down and cleen the water.. i was like.. wait lah.. i clean it later.. but he insisted.. U know.. it just caught my attention that time.... Pastor Cowan was willing to kneel down , humbling him self to many thing and just clean and dry the carpet..The It just prompted it.. this verse was just pop into my mind JOHN 13 5 After that he poureth water into a bason, and began to wash the disciples' feet, and to wipe [them] with the towel wherewith he was girded. 6 Then cometh he to Simon Peter: and Peter saith unto him, Lord, dost thou wash my feet? 7 Jesus answered and said unto him, What I do thou knowest not now; but thou shalt know hereafter. 8 Peter saith unto him, Thou shalt never wash my feet. Jesus answered him, If I wash thee not, thou hast no part with me. 9 Simon Peter saith unto him, Lord, not my feet only, but also [my] hands and [my] head. 10 Jesus saith to him, He that is washed needeth not save to wash [his] feet, but is clean every whit: and ye are clean, but not all. 11 For he knew who should betray him; therefore said he, Ye are not all clean. 12 So after he had washed their feet, I know most of u all will so.. huh!! But remember this.. Jesus is the son of GOD and He is willing do such a willing act to wash his Disicple Feet.. ( what is your feeling if you were siiting down there and He was washing your feet) Rememeber this is not an ordinary MAN.. But the son of GOD ps.Cowan.. i just don;t know what to say.. but i really want to thank you. seriously...and thankz you again This incident reminded me of so many important things.... 1)That No matter what you are who u are and where u are.. Jesus Cares for you... He dies for all of us.. seriously.. 2)Jesus is the son of God that he is willing to do all those act for his diciples.. ( and we are his dicipples in many way).. We should never let pride take over us nor our Face or even any status that we have because.. Without Him we wouldn;t be enjoying what ever we have today.. But we should follow HIM to serve without fearing of Embarrasment... and never allow pride to overcome us.. because it will destroy us This is own personal challenge for this year... Sorry for the long update.. |
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