whojen

another friend leaving..

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whojen

Happy Birthday Gary Soon.

you are now.. 19.. GOD BLESS

and another farewell to another good friend..

haiyz.. Julian.. bye bye lo... hiayz... all leaving... haizzzzzzz. so sad.....

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whojen

Well finally i am updating about many things.

Well for the past 2 week, i have been strugling with many things in my life. Regarding my involvement, my lifestyle, my daily spending with God, my studies, even with some of my friends..  To tell you the truth, It is seriously not easy.

Many times i felt like breaking down in my life, and would like to just have a break in many thing but yet something behind me is always telling me, Keep pressing Hui Jen...  nothing is easy, and if you are staying in a easy world than it is not called world any more.

I have been struggling with my spiritual walk so many times, though the 40 days of Purpose book has been helping me so much. but hrmmm, it is so so so not easy. I really don;t know how much pushing i need to take and i really don;t know. Arghh

Talking about buddies in life, 2/3 of my closest buddy in my life left for studies or work di . Gary has already left for India, Julian is leaving tommroor, Benjamin is leaving end of this month or next month. wahhhhhh... u know. sometimes they have motivated me so so much. though they don;t know. but i really don;t know i can continue pushing on. (Though i know , God is my strength but , Day by day i know my life is battling with the style of teh world. My college friends... wahhhh it is so hard to even share your life with them when 2 of three letters is all Bad language and constant smoking... hrmmmphh...

I serioully, i am just praying so hard that , The job that my dad has been applying for will just be successfull.. ( WAHHHHH, i really don;t know) why is there is so much thing to worry off...

just keep my family in prayer o.k.. i really neeed to shout out everything now... arghhh!!

whojen

Hey People. Thanks for all your prayer.. Really.

As many of you all have known. i Had a big big fall last saturday." Blackout" and next thing i know. In the ambulance.... Did a Ct scan, Brain scan and xray to see any fracture or internal bleeding.  Nothing says the Doc.

I am too tired to write more but do keep me in prayer. i am still have a constant head ache till today. ... ( when is it going to end)

Thanks again Guys.

whojen

Nothing Much to update about. ( Well this month i have been learning many thing and really i discover many thing about my self and some of the areas i really God Strength to hold it on)

Will not go into detaill , some other time i guess. But Just say, i will have a much more relax week (without any assigment due) but i guess the fear of exam is coming though it is only 1 month and 1/2 away. lol how times passes by....

Should i Take summer course( December till eve of CNY, LOL) ? or should i just a small minor work to get working experience.. hrmmm. Really don;t know.

Well in my spiritual side... I gues i am reading the bible more often and really it is so wonderful ....  i really admit sometimes when i am hrmm... don;t want to bother but i guess something/some people just pushes me to do so.. and really thankz........

I am ending my entry now.." And good to see Gary online"  and seriously you are getting skinnier Gary. Eat more..!

God bless and thnakz for all the tag.. really appreciate it.